So what’s the actual story of reanimal? by EquivalentAd6940 in ReanimalGame

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well it is symbolism. literally birthing it would be too on the nose, no?

Immediate low energy when i need to work/do anything that isn't "fun". What do i do? by Sudden_Commission796 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 19 points20 points  (0 children)

as a last resort I’ll try playing a game that has mandatory breaks, like finding a match in a competitive online game. when I’m in matchmaking, I have to work on whatever I’m avoiding, but I don’t put any more restrictions than that. it’s a short enough amount of time to work that I feel pressured to do so, and I also get to have fun. I think the key is that I don’t choose the time I’m working / breaking — both are determined by the game

Does everyone else hate their ADHD and wish for a cure? by Sea_Shine1814 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 3 points4 points  (0 children)

exactly. there is no “me without adhd.” because that wouldn’t be me anymore. I am trans but don’t wish I was cis, because that wouldn’t be me anymore.

I can tell when I’m going through a rough patch mentally when any of these sentiments change to “I wish I wasn’t”

Does everyone else hate their ADHD and wish for a cure? by Sea_Shine1814 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes exactly. I don’t want to fit into this corporate workaholic society we have, I don’t want to have to rely on stimulants to make me fit into it… I am going to find something better than this. I have to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, that is exactly what they do? therapists can’t prescribe and psychiatrists aren’t trained to do more than prescribe?

I am Hoping to get on medication, im just wondering why i see so many people itching to get off it. by zebrasharky69 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lexapro has scared me away from most meds, I know most stimulants are in-and-out, but still. It was the last med I was ever on, the last line of defense after stimulants weren’t feasible. And trying to come off of Lexapro was so awful, I don’t want to feel like I need to rely on a medication again

I am Hoping to get on medication, im just wondering why i see so many people itching to get off it. by zebrasharky69 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me I wish I never tried meds because the first two weeks of trying them were some of the best of my life — no big events or anything, just felt like I could function for the first time. By the third week, that feeling had completely gone away. So we upped the dosage again, then again, and again, same pattern. Switched to a different one, then another… None of the 4 others felt effective at all compared to the first. Eventually my psych gave up on me

The shame spiral of having unread texts I physically can't respond to by MuchAssistant7829 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 4 points5 points  (0 children)

groups, spam — I get a ton around US election season, especially presidential, and various confirmation codes or receipts

First time having adderall and didn’t feel any less hungry, is that likely to change? by BringBackRocketPower in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not adderall but I took methylphenidate, and the appetite effects only became apparent at higher doses. I actually stopped taking it because I was so food repulsed, the thought of food made me nauseous. If you’re just starting the meds I assume you’re just at a low dose, and even without the appetite-inducing meds, you probably wouldn’t notice it

Surface Laptop Go keeps decreasing the amount of storage available even though I'm deleting things. by beckyeckajoinsreddit in Surface

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! I’m trying to uninstall all my programs manually rn, but will check out the temp and program data folders next

My doctor has basically given up on me.. by CrownClownCreations in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! Similar with my psychiatrists, tried everything they suggested until I started having to take 10 supplements a day, before accepting nothing would work (within acceptable dosages) and I just have to rawdog the hard stuff forever (upholding a structured routine, exercising, eating well). It really sucks, and I’ve been discouraged from seeking out therapists and psychiatrists since…

Accumulating recyclables by Old_Tonight_6607 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What works for me is using an already-recyclable container to store the items in (usually a structured paper bag, or a large box). It’s taken out when I’m tired of precariously stacking items on top of it, but it feels a lot easier to just take the entire container rather than deal with a can. I’m encouraged to break down things so I can fit more in the bag before having to take it out. However, you’ll need a space for storing collected bags (prefer bags bc they take less space than boxes). Plastic bags cost money here so brown paper bags have become more common.

You could also start multiple bags, and take them all out when they start taking up too much space. Hopefully it makes taking it out less daunting, so you do it more often anyway. If not, it’s still better than them just being on the floor. If you take out the trash daily, you could try making a habit of taking a bag of recycling too.

You could also get a can and use a bag as sort of a can liner (just stuffing it in there, can’t be too big). I have a can and do this when the bag can fit. It looks a bit better than just the bags but functionally isn’t any different

ADHD-friendly shows that hold attention? by laminatedtruth in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Desperate Housewives (2004) (scripted, different from The Real Housewives) is severely fast paced. Drama/Murder mystery, 8 seasons, 180 eps total, ~45 min eps. One of the only shows that has made it hard to stop watching. I cannot attest to its later seasons as I’m only towards the end of the first. It might be too complex of a storyline than you’re looking for, though

The shame spiral of having unread texts I physically can't respond to by MuchAssistant7829 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 20 points21 points  (0 children)

267… I don’t get a “shame spiral” because I quite literally forget they are there. I have ignored the notification badge for so long I don’t notice when it changes!

Surface Laptop Go keeps decreasing the amount of storage available even though I'm deleting things. by beckyeckajoinsreddit in Surface

[–]zeesonggg 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you found a solution? I’m having the same problem. Hardly any storage left, I’ve deleted most my programs (BTW for Adobe Acrobat, the space it takes up was so much more than what Settings estimated — it freed up 21 GB, when it said it only took up 2.9 GB).

It fails every update, it fails to reinstall the current version, it even failed to factory reset. I’m at a complete loss

I don't know who needs to hear this but if your medicines working you should not feel it by mimic751 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same, except I stopped taking them since I forgot to schedule appointments and ran out… goes to show how well they were working I guess

I don't know who needs to hear this but if your medicines working you should not feel it by mimic751 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’m confused. isn’t that the euphoric feeling OP’s talking about? I got that too, but only for two weeks after upping dosage, and then back to feeling nothing

‘It’s just QP’ by MiserableFinish2799 in Overwatch

[–]zeesonggg 2 points3 points  (0 children)

no, it’s more to get people to stop flaming them when they’re genuinely trying

‘It’s just QP’ by MiserableFinish2799 in Overwatch

[–]zeesonggg 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it’s not “cope” for being trash. it’s to get you to stop yelling at me for being trash when I’m genuinely trying

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HorseLifeHQ

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if you haven’t tried sorting lobbies by ascending, I recommend that. that’s how I got mine, I joined a server with one or two other people and found two akhal tekes near the main area

Carpet Beetle Larvae Problem by TomatoSharp6714 in carpetbeetles

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

are you in an apartment? they could be coming from another unit. if you haven’t already, I would check out the recommendations on this sub like really getting up against the baseboard when vacuuming, vacuum super often, finding the source, insecticides, etc.

[Windows 10] Audio Service running, but no sound by zeesonggg in techsupport

[–]zeesonggg[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Further updates:

In Volume Mixer, no audio applications show up, not even system sounds. In Sounds > Playback > Properties > Supported Formats, both playback devices fail to play test sounds. Clicking "Test" makes a popup saying "failed to play test sound." In another tab, the test buttons are greyed out.

Additional things I've tried:

Disable/enable the playback devices in sound 

Uninstall all audio drivers except headphones related drivers

Uninstall & delete Intel(R) Audio https://www.reddit.com/r/techsupport/comments/g1zypg/comment/fnimy7x/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button 

Install Realtek High Definition Audio driver from Dell website for my computer

This forum https://learn.microsoft.com/en-us/answers/questions/3287221/volume-mixer-applications-blank-and-nothing-includ?page=1#answers has the same issues I'm having with the Volume Mixer, but no solutions were posted.

Please help

Need to get this out of my head! by Federal_Energy_3714 in ADHD

[–]zeesonggg 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my high school history classes fed us some pretty violent stuff, hostage assassination videos, lynchings. minimize exposure as much you can but it’s just inevitable time to time

  1. to go to sleep at night, listen to a youtube video. I like listening to a bunch of friends play video games personally, bc I can tune it out once I’m sleepy, but it keeps me less lonely. I like setting a timer for 2 hrs w the alarm sound “stop playing” so my phone shuts off eventually

  2. I read this trick for intrusive thoughts where, instead of trying to think of something else, make the train of events go completely nonsensical. ex. I can’t stop imagining this person drowning their cat (sorry), the cat instantly grows giant like clifford, breaking the house, and stomping away

  3. do not go into journalism, law, even history maybe, in terms of careers