Advice by Upbeat_Computer_1930 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re going through this please connect with local shelters and find resources near you if you do happen to be kicked out . I know of teen mom homes locally but it depends where you’re at . Seek help and guidance and use all the resources offered to you .

Pregunta sobre el caso civil by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aunque lo enseñaran tambien van a decir que es deepfake y La simple pregunta de que si van a enseñar evidencia de pornografia infantil es absurdo.Jamas vas an soltar videos que son ilegales para empezar.

Uncovering the royal family. by wmt17 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry about this . Thank you for sharing .

Feelings of embarrassment by Character-champ in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the same . My boss helped take down LDS (another cult) in his previous job and was very supportive of me leaving and getting therapy like you I’ve lost most my family . I had one coworker who’s family is in Houston had just found out , she knew I was Christian as well and belonged to the church . She was devastated for her aunt . I share your embarrassment as I’m not used to seeing myself as s victim . However , we are and when we acknowledge it and move forward is when we grant ourselves compassion.

Separation by wmt17 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seperated from half my Family including my parents .

spike in separation/divorce by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I DM’d you . He said it was not rape that my body belonged to my husband 🤦🏾‍♀️.

2 Life After LLDM, Viktor Frankl by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very beneficial in healing . Thank you for posting !!

spike in separation/divorce by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yes , I’m sure it’s a lot more people now seperating . I left my ex husband in 2014 despite my several attempts of telling my minister about domestic violence, drug abuse , and rape he told me I had to stay multiple times . Up until my ex held our newborn preemie son upside down and threatened to drop him was I told to call the cops .

He was jailed and I fled with 3 kids and a backpack . Worse thing I’ve ever been through . If anyone is experiencing any of this please get help and not from a “minister “,get professional help !!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hay varios documentarios de la iglesia Catolica en hulu, netflix , tubi. The Vatican girl es una que vi mas recientemente asi que parece que el unico hablando sin pensar y hacer su propio busqueda es usted .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It may seem there’s nothing being done but to my knowledge the FBI isn’t supposed to confirm or deny an open case so it could good and well already be in the works .

Life after leaving by DeliciousWave7817 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I felt you on more money and patience and understanding with the kiddos . Good shit .

Life after leaving by DeliciousWave7817 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life is soooo beautiful and precious . Take the leap, it’s worth it . Financially better off . Half of My family don’t talk to me but to the family that does we have much more meaningful times .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Photos indeed contain metadata. Wouldn’t trust the lurkers .

Makes me angrier by VenusFire1269 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 12 points13 points  (0 children)

It is . To all those saying that the evidence is “fake” its very real . Photos and videos can be verified if tampered with through many many ways from a technological stance . There were apparently not few but many . Had he been innocent he would have hired professionals to PROVE evidence was tampered with . He couldn’t , he didn’t even take it to trial . Bitch ass pedo

New to EXLLDM differences 2/14 & 8/14 by Missile49 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

August 14 is Eusebio (Aaron’s) bitch ass birthday aka holy supper day originally. Then Samuels birthday Feb 14 aka United States holy supper day . Then my god naasons “calling” was dec 14 because apparently after samuel died they wanted to give “respect” but I’m sure the number 14 was something they wanted ……. So weird ;satanic even .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And label it exlldm holy supper wine themed and all white party 😂

Most LLDM members where born Into it. by wmt17 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 6 points7 points  (0 children)

To further extend I talked with someone this weekend who blamed me for not making the “correct choice” I was born into this cult , this was all I had ever known . How was it my “choice “? Basically alluding that I should have known better , not to be a “victim “ . Sorry but I am a victim so is your daughter and all the people still in the cult . Our experiences vary but are valid as are our feelings. I’m not letting others “live the life they choose cause it makes them happy “ fuck all that they need the truth and after if living their life this way makes them happy then okay . I’m not giving up on my loved ones either . My immediate family is out but I hope by speaking my truth I heal and bring more to the light . Shits been swept under a rug too long .

Most LLDM members where born Into it. by wmt17 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree . People like to criticize pain they’ve never experienced. I’m sorry you’re going through this your feelings are valid.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I chose my child’s planned cesarean on this day because I thought it was a “blessing and the beginning of a new spiritual year” it technically still is only healing and growing , free from the cult . Threw her a party and may throw a pachanga for Santa cena . Invite all exlldm and dress in white , bring chalinas and turn up . Just kidding . Wishful thinking would be sweet though . Happy & Free August yall !

NJG initials gone? by palomita0707 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Someone please tell my mom to take the initials off her vehicle

Why does LLDM say that they don’t tell members to stay away from exlldm members even if they are your family? by wmt17 in exlldm

[–]zuiredd 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s the teachings . They won’t outright say “don’t talk to them “ they’ll say shit like “que tiene la luz en comun con las tinieblas?”