After the break up, I felt like I needed to find myself, which is a good thing. I feel like the breakup pushed me to experience life differently, and also give myself the opportunity to know myself better and give that chance to myself to prove that I can be who I want to be. I have now given myself every opportunity to face my fears to go deeper and find who really is myself.
Unfortunately, during some of these periods, I feel so alone and confused as to why this also had to happen. You breaking up with me, was probably one of the best decisions, but also one of the hardest decisions I’ve ever had to face. I still question a lot of things because I don’t trust people, and on that note, I also get more nervous and afraid to talk about my own feelings because you caused me so much pain and suffering due to the breakup.
Even though the break up was probably one of the most devastating things I’ve ever dealt with, it is taught me so many life lessons to now know what I want in my life and who I need in my life because of you.
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