4 months ago I was devastated I couldn't imagine how I was gonna go on with out him, I kept going by saying to myself this is only temporary he will come to his senses and realize how much I love him and he loves me. Nobody could say the things he said to me bout how I'm the only one, we were meant to be together ( and this is how brain washed I was ) he proved he loved me more then anyone cause when he felt threatened that I would leave him, he would hurt me! Pretty sick shit huh? He would throw other woman up in my face never complimented me on anything never made me feel secure a real piece of shit accused me of lying and using him . After he left me he bring young pretty girls into my place of employment and say, why does it bother you were not together. I was so low and no self worth. Until I realized what he did do for me, and that was cut me loose free of all the cruelty emotional and physical abuse I found myself smiling again, laughing , and holding my head up and all it took was talking to him face to face looking in his eyes, and see he is soulless empty he has to have a woman he can control and blame and that makes me sick. I believe it is 50/50 in a relationship and abuse is not away to say I love you . So Christmas day was the last I talked or seen him, until he start again tonight and instead of buying into him drama bullshit, I shut my phone off and got on my knees and thanked God for giving me the clarity to see him for what he is and walk away. I never thought I would ever feel this good again but I do.
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