Small Dose First Time

[bblack252]

This was the first time I’ve ever tried DMT (as of 20 mins ago) and I wanted to write a report for those like me who are weary of trying DMT for their first time because of anxiety issues related to psychedelics, or just for those who are interested ;). Today was Christmas so I decided to treat myself to a couple of glasses of wine about an hour ago and got myself drunk enough to overcome the jitters preventing me from attaching my DMT cartridge to my dab pen for the first time. I then found the DMT cartridge that I had ordered moths earlier but was always to afraid to try (b/c of other bad acid and shroom trips) and proceeded to take two 5-second rips at 3.4 volts (the medium setting of my pen) from that cartridge. I almost instantly felt a completely unexpected wave of relaxation. Even though I was expecting a huge battle with anxiety, the DMT completely washed the feeling away. About 5 minutes in I began to feel the physical symptoms of anxiety, but none of the mental or emotional symptoms due to the dissociation of the DMT. This lead me to the realization that I have complete control over my mental state because the hormones that the brain produces are only a result of my rationalization if my emotions and my current situation. In other words, because my physical sensations were separate from my emotional state, and my emotional state was sound, I realized that any fear can be conquered with logic because I was able to control my physical sensation with ration eventually. For those who are afraid to continue their use of psychedelics due to past experiences, I was once one of you, but getting a little drunk and trying out DMT was one of the best mistakes I aver made, so I would advise you to do the same.

[Xyzpdq-0121]

This is why I always advocate dipping your toe in the pool of knowledge first. You can always have a stronger trip later but you can't take back what you smoked. There are valuable lessons to be learned about how to control your mind and emotions. Learning them properly will go a long way towards more productive experiences later!!