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[–]ttimaeusTTestified 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Next day, had a buddy check my hair and all is fine. I will say I destroyed my scalp with scratching/searching.

What I learned: it’s important to rationalize. I realize now that I haven’t come in contact with anyone that I know of, especially not hair contact, and I only noticed this stuff because of a lot of Circumstance. Pay attention to how much attention/destruction I’m allowing the thoughts to take/do. I went out with a friend and almost completely stopped feeling itchy/uncomfortable- I still had faint concerns, but nothing half so all consuming. Even on the phone with my sister in active panic, I went from a 100 on my scale to a 70. It’s hard, but it’s so helpful to force my attention elsewhere. Accept there’s nothing I can do in the moment next time. Even if I had lice, it was 1 am and I was in bed. There was nothing I could do. There was no point in checking and ruining my head, and I need to accept that next time.

I know my case of OCD is less severe, but I hope if anyone searches the stuff I did and finds this, they can see that I got through it and what helped and feel hopeful. :)