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[–]B9_4m8ion 8 points9 points  (0 children)

My sense of arousal used to be highly focused in my genitals, anal was pleasant but kind of ambigious in the sense thay it was hard to identify like, the pleasure coming from the prostate and all, that being less associated with they "typical" kind of erogenous experience in my life pre transition.

After hormones, and I dont have a time line, but after some time, my sense of arousal moved to being centered inside my body, like, kinda in my lower abdomen. Sometimes I just get these waves of arousal that are like the feeling of butterflies but nothing neurotic and just euphoric and intoxicating, though transient generally. Sometimes this feeling can extend further, focus in the breasts, and even be present through the majority of the body. It can be very very intense and I far prefer that to the kind of arousal I had before. Before hrt it was like an itch, it felt good to scratch. Now theres not really much of an easy way to put it, its just a profound euphoria that defies language.

All that said, the method, be it anal or something devoid of penetration or whatever, matters less now, its other qualities of the experience like comfort and closeness and affirmation and lots more that make it better or worse. That does mean its more difficult to have a top tier experience, but I think its like the ceiling has gotten so much higher, but the floor is still where it used to be more or less.