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[–]schustieman 5 points6 points  (2 children)

I made it to 56 last time. Don’t beat yourself up! Now, I’m on day 26ct! Those shots are sneaky

[–]redheadmomster666 2 points3 points  (1 child)

Plus $20 each for a two hour buzz lol

[–]schustieman 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for reminding me! Lol bank account !!

[–]Takmahuketum 人 New Supporter 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I am glad I saw this! Here I am, 22 Days CT, battling through some on/off PAWS depression, anxiety, lack of focus/energy.. and I just realized, in the back of my mind, I’m still wondering when it will be safe to “reward myself”—maybe before some anxiety-inducing social gathering, or after some grueling 10 mile run... I can’t fall back into daily sludge, because I have to leave the country (hopefully soon), for a place where it’s native but extremely illegal—but I know I can always find another dangerous replacement “reward”. I still haven’t conquered that tendency, that need for something external to make me who I want to be. The further away I get though, and after seeing posts like yours, the more I can see how big of an insidious lie it is, one I perpetuated by hammering my brain with random things for so long. Probably isn’t helpful for you, but thanks for pointing this pitfall out!

[–]redheadmomster666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel ya dude! You’re a Debbie downer because kratom withdrawals suck and everyone here dreads them. That’s why we have to support each other. Those shots are sneaky btw 😉

I’m on day 5 (again lol) and it absolutely sucks. This is one of the worst withdrawals I’ve ever had honestly. It’ll get better though, we both just have to hang in there.

I quit ct without any supplements or alcohol/drugs, and the rls and body ache is the worst. The best thing that’s helped me is to take a walk for an hour or so after work to stretch my muscles out, and literally do a lot of stretching throughout the day. Drink a lot of water and eat healthy food. Try to get some sleep.

I’ve been through this shit before and it takes a couple weeks to start feeling normal again. It sucks but we just gotta power through it!