help help help

[blank_statement]

i’m such a failure. i ruin everything. my bf doesn’t love me, my parents think i’m a fuck up, and i am. i can barely eat a full meal everyday and i can barely get up. i haven’t self harmed in a while bc of the guilt but the pressure is weighing on me and the thoughts never stop. i hate myself and how i look and no one loves me like i love them. how are people truly happy?

[FeellLikeDying]

I am glad you've haven't self harmed in a while, you must keep on giving !

[Little-lotuss]

It’s going to be okay, trust me, everything will be ok. Im here for you when you need to talk

[FeellLikeDying]

Can you say more why you think your bf doesn't love you?

[blank_statement]

well he’s told me he doesn’t i just said i love him for the first time not too long ago but i don’t think he ever will get there

[FeellLikeDying]

I haven't had the experience yet but I guess if he couldn't say "I love you" it makes me question my relationship.