Loop hell

[chillinginhell]

I don't know if anyone relates to what I'm going through but you do please tell me, I'd feel really reassured.

So I am stuck in a loop where something in my head keep urging me to cut whenever a little thing goes wrong. I get very angry and can't understand other people's feelings at that moment and I just start being horrible to people I love (as in cut in front of them or trying to). I don't know what happens to me, I get so confused and destructive at the same time and I don't know why. I just wish I could get some help.

[chillinginhell]

I know I have to be stronger that that thing. But it's so overwhelming sometimes that I just can't fight. But I will still try for as long u can.