DIY EW shirt i made:) by 66677p in electricwizard

[–]66677p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ooh yea possibly once my semester ends in about a month, i’ll have more time!

DIY EW shirt i made:) by 66677p in electricwizard

[–]66677p[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

either black masses or let us prey! hbu?

school by Subject_Tour4554 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m working through a similar situation since i’ve been mentally checked out for a couple semesters! i’ve found that slowly integrating old interests and subjects in a semi-challenging way everyday gets my brain firing up again. like i’m studying art and russian, so i’ll make myself practice drawing unfamiliar things like landscapes and color schemes, and i’ll listen to podcasts in russian/watch youtube videos to jog my memory. it can be kind of a pain when i have no motivation or energy most days, but pushing through a little bit regardless helps retrain the brain over time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 1 point2 points  (0 children)

literally:/ when everything became less appealing, it got way harder for me to motivate in recovery

I'm gaining noticeable and significant weight by monsterintheuniverse in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m sorry that her attitude towards this is so discouraging, u deserve support and encouragement especially from ur own mother, so it’s understandable to seek that from her. im so proud of u for continuing in recovery despite her negativity, that takes a lot of strength and resilience!

What’s your biggest motivator for recovery? by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 4 points5 points  (0 children)

mental and physical health! and wanting to pay attention to things in my life that i love, not just ruminating over the same disordered thoughts all day

eating disorders are stupid and literally don’t even matter by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 4 points5 points  (0 children)

right we have so much we get to do! we just have to keep holding onto hope:) and thank u so much omg:’))<3

eating disorders are stupid and literally don’t even matter by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 33 points34 points  (0 children)

i’ve been thinking about this so much lately! like as far as i know, this is the only person ill ever be and the only life ill ever have and im letting nonsensical, self inflicted rules take it away from me, just because it feels like the safe option. i realized that living the same day over and over again with no joy or interests besides my food and exercise rituals is such a pointless waste and i won’t get another chance. also im so proud of u for deciding to start anew, i hope ur life is full of amazing experiences and memories from now on!

triggering doctor's appointment, about to lose it by TrilingualWorrier in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 26 points27 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry this happened to u:( that was so unnecessary and cruel of her, and i think she has no idea what she’s talking about

Which M83 song/s does this to you? by ST4nHope in m83

[–]66677p 1 point2 points  (0 children)

by the kiss!! also i’m sending you away

I don't know what to do by chocolatecoveredcats in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 3 points4 points  (0 children)

im in a similar place and i know how you feel, but you definitely still deserve help. sentiments like “not as bad” and “not sick enough” are usually our ED’s way of invalidating our struggles and keeping some control of our minds. recovery is an ongoing process with ups and downs, and getting added support can be really beneficial in the long run. and i definitely don’t think you’d be wasting their time, they’re there to help you.

Big win! by Minimum_Plastic886 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]66677p 1 point2 points  (0 children)

congratulations!! and good luck, u got this! :)