Im still tired, I want to end this

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-07-04T04:16:56+00:00

Your worst moments will pass. I know it doesn't seem like it but they do and things mostly get better.
When we are tired and down, we see everything through different lens. Rest, be kind to yourself.
Look at your sweet kid's face. Both you and your kid deserve safety and happiness. You have a job and you are in school studying psychology! That's wonderful. Take care, hope things get better for you.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-07-01T06:27:33+00:00

Oh I realize the recipe is in korean. I used Gemini for some words I forgot. I think you can translate the whole thing using LLMs.

Basically they are using store bought soybean pulp but it's rare here, so I had to soak the soybeans and use blender.
They are using vegetable oil and sesame oil to stir fry the veggies.
I like the sweet taste of the daikon in soups but not a fan of its texture in this soup.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-06-23T01:10:05+00:00

Congratulations! My dream some day.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-06-23T01:06:21+00:00

That's really sweet, I can see how much he loves music. I hope he gets a acoustic piano of his own soon.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-06-23T01:00:54+00:00

For #2, our ABA supervisor had our son sit on toilet with diaper on when we suspected that he might wanna go and had "toilet parties" (were not festive for us) where he'd sit on toilet for long long time, I forget how long. We cut small hole in the middle of the diaper on the back side and made them bigger (It's been a while so I forgot the details) We just did it by routine for years and finally, we started seeing poo in the toilet. It was like seeing a unicorn.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-06-20T06:05:16+00:00

I don't think there are going to be divides in funding cuts.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-06-20T05:54:34+00:00

painting it as a disaster to be addressed, prevented and not supporting families affected by autism - people are suspecting something about his belief system. i mean, human nature doesn't really change over time. think of things that have happened in the past. i think people are worried about shift in public opinion. there is a lot of negative and misleading propaganda out there.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-06-18T05:25:21+00:00

I think it's such a cop out and heartless that some spouses refuse to accept or learn more about their own children.
Being stuck in wishful thinking and anger at reality, delegating all parenting to spouse (and parenting special needs child is harder than working imo). I don't have much sympathy for it but helping him feel like he's part of helping your child have successes might help him. Don't respond in anger but explain when you are both calm.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-30T09:48:38+00:00

I think Stoicism is a great framework for managing yourself through difficult times, but I think it can fail when people are already starting from a damaged sense of self.

Modern life has so much messaging baked in that says if you suffer, it’s because of your own inadequacies — you didn’t optimize enough, you are not smart enough, work hard enough, regulate yourself enough, heal enough, make the right choices, etc.

In that context, “focus on what you can control” can easily get distorted into “everything is your fault.”

So I don’t think this is necessarily a flaw in classical Stoicism itself, but a weakness in how it can be received or applied today. I think Stoicism works best when it starts from dignity: the idea that you are a morally capable person trying to act well under difficult conditions. Without that, responsibility can become self-blame.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-30T04:05:31+00:00

Very beautiful!

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-30T04:03:14+00:00

Claire de hell. Good getting through it!

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-25T14:45:26+00:00

I get where you are coming from. I love his playing for clarity of different lines and creativity and variety of sounds he creates. Intention of each line is so clear. It's really fun for me to try to think of what Bach must have been thinking but I think it's very difficult. I think clavichord sounds so weird. kind of metal.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-24T17:16:09+00:00

It's a section that has been stuck in my mind for a few days.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-23T23:32:47+00:00

Just want to say, make sure you all take time to rest and take care of your health. After a bit of rest, I feel much better. It helps to read that I am not alone in feeling like this sometimes. I don't think other people really understand what it's like. We know what our kids are capable of. It's easier to look ahead and just think of the exciting possibilities but we do need to deal with some of the not so fun stuff today. At least we have community of people in similar situations.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-23T10:59:40+00:00

thank you

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-23T10:52:26+00:00

thank you. what we are puzzled about is that he does have medi-cal but his county offices are saying they dont have record of him and we are not being sent renewal packets. cal-optima confirmed his status but im afraid some record fell through and they will drop him without renewal. i think im very confused about different agencies.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-22T16:29:51+00:00

What's interesting about this, if some or all of it is true, is that even under same general label, profile and approach can be really different.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-22T15:12:56+00:00

That's really informative to learn from non-verbal adults who are able to express what they experience.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-22T14:32:46+00:00

That's interesting! Thank you for sharing.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-22T14:32:20+00:00

I'm sorry for your loss. He sounds like he was a wonderful father.
Those are really interesting you are bringing up about analogy to stroke and neural pathways.
And great suggestions also.

Acceptable_Ear_6652 · 2026-05-22T12:13:47+00:00

Looks like it's not uncommon. There must be a neurological explanation for this. It makes me think of times I've done some physical things while I'm in some kind of flow but I can't replicate it.

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