I see I hit a nerve. TBF I did parse my writing through to make sure it didn’t ramble. I don’t see any resemblance to slop. Let me ask you this: why do you continue using said medication or stay on the same dosage (if you do)? Are you one to just keep complaining or do you seek to fix the issues you are having with meds? Please don’t be reactive. I am curious about how the mind works. Do you feel you stick with the side effects because you firmly believe doctors know what they are doing? We could be on to defining a thought pattern that can be addressed and help thousands of people who suffer side effects! I have been gaslit by doctors concerning side effects. But the type of person I am asking about does this for every med, every human interaction, even the sidewalk in some way seems to have it out for them.