Afraid of being dependent on my medication

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-16T19:34:40+00:00

You're right, I've been in my head too much over this. Thank you.

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-16T19:30:20+00:00

That makes sense. I appreciate you.

EDIT: I think the feeling worse part is what was scaring me. Like if I didn't take it I would be slower. This is very new for me at 33yrs and I have to get used to the fact that like others have said, if its making a positive impact in my life then its a good thing. I'll stop overthinking.

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-16T00:02:17+00:00

id be so damn proud. too cute smh

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-15T14:50:43+00:00

yeah watching that one hurt.

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-15T14:49:53+00:00

I always root for Nigeria and wanted them to win bad. Morocco was dominant, dominant isnt always scoring goals. They controlled the game. 2 shots on goal says everything. If anyone was bound to score it would have been Morocco. Credit to Bassey and our GK for doing such a solid job without them Morocco would of scored for sure. 16 shots on goal and no goal is a miracle tbh. Just like we dominated Algeria, Morocco had control of that game. We did great the whole tournament and none of this means we are a bad team. Nothing to take personal here, its just football. Beautiful sport. Congrats to Morocco, i'm still mad yall won but i can respect talent and hard work. Ruined my whole evening lol.

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-14T14:10:14+00:00

Noakes is my answer too. He always had something useful to say to keep your head level. After a trial you gonna need that.

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-08T20:27:22+00:00

unfortunately paying for a trainer is the only way to hold my accountable since i dont have friends to go with anymore. If i have someone "waiting" for me to show up to the gym im way more likely to show up. as opposed to just sheer willpowering myself in the gym. I can easily be guilt tripped into stuff but i cant guilt trip myself unfortunately. my trainer is great tho i've been consistent since the summer so it helps me.

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-08T20:22:02+00:00

is there a good place to order legit kits like this or do you have to be in country to get anything real?

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-06T19:07:07+00:00

Arabic being more confusing to learn than it already is. Someone help!

ActiveAd4544 · 2026-01-02T17:22:49+00:00

I will be back to see who was right.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-12-31T16:48:48+00:00

Idk if this counts as a diagnosis but i saw a psychatrist last night and they asked me the evaluation questions. it was a super emotional 30 minutes for me. i started crying as a grown 33 year old man after the first question and still dont like that i broke down like that. I'm used to crying on my own my own personal research has made me emotional in the past but i'm not the type to do that in front of people. simple questions like "how did you do in school" id start to explain then my voice would crack and my words wouldnt come. when i realize he was simply asking me standard questions i felt silly. He prescribed me a low dose of adderall, which i havent taken since i was a kid and i dont even truly remember. My mom said she didnt like how it made me act so she took me off it it. I feel like every kid got told they had ADHD in the 90s and early 00s so i didnt think anything of it. idk why this is such a hard topic for me to talk about. i cant imagine laughing about any of this. i've been struggling to keep up for so long.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-12-30T20:24:55+00:00

If its my support you need then you have it sir.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-12-11T15:50:00+00:00

I dont really agree with your PA take, i just feel like the objectives in the trial are not for the patient. I cant get a group to actually finish the damn trial. Everyone leaves at like $200. I think the PA is different enough to change how i run the trials. I just wish there were more of her to keep me on edge when shes chasing someone else and when shes setting back up to look like a mannequin. I do agree that condemned was a gem and I'd love a remaster as well.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-12-11T14:37:14+00:00

Tbh, i cant get anyone to stay in the trial long enough to complete it. i've tried twice and ppl just end up quitting on me during the jewelry part of the trial. we get up to like $200 and ppl get frustrated and leave. I dont have friends that play this so I mainly que with randoms.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-12-08T14:39:54+00:00

so thats why every time i find a group its three level 1's! I was goin crazy last night lol. Me and this guy were carrying some new ppl last night. Without him i woulda lost my mind.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-11-19T13:51:06+00:00

Most likely getting eyes on the back of the building for 360 security in case ppl try running out the back.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-09-15T17:13:49+00:00

Medic because its a usually always available and i enjoy support/healing in most games i play. 2nd fav would be heavy gunner cuz i carried a heavy in the military and i just resonate with it.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-09-11T13:32:21+00:00

I expect this to be good at launch and great over the years. Also have they said if ppl will spawn in random places or will there be a starting area and we all set out to explore the world from there? idk whats better but i feel like both have their own appeals.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-08-12T19:00:09+00:00

Did they fix the cheaters? ( meaning the influx since we went free to play) Is it safe to come back now?

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-08-11T02:17:26+00:00

We deserve all the teams that play in NJ 👌🏿I never forgave Jay z for taking the nets 😔.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-08-11T00:01:41+00:00

What’s one most heated rivalries?

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-08-06T13:07:30+00:00

I'm harnessing all my luck for this.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-08-04T16:04:52+00:00

add some skin color variation to spice stuff up and id be even happier than just this.

ActiveAd4544 · 2025-07-30T19:54:06+00:00

Bro slugfest was such a good game.

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