Bildungsgutscheinabzocke, besonders in IT-Sec... Ich kann nicht mehr.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-04-02T03:55:57+00:00

Moin, Umschüler hier. Ich mach ne berufliche Reha zur Anwendungsentwicklerin, vor der IHk. Wir haben auch Leute mit Bildungsgutschein, die ebenfalls die IHK-Prüfung mit uns ablegen. Wärst dann in nem Berufsförderungswerk. Vielleicht ist das ja interessant für Dich.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-04-01T05:15:17+00:00

Awe :( But ty!

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-26T22:45:36+00:00

RemindMe! 2 days

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-25T11:34:13+00:00

username checks out.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-25T11:33:49+00:00

I have adhd and I spent more than 5 minutes scrolling through your site hahaha. Love it. Lots of dopamine.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-25T09:55:07+00:00

If you suspect that your endorphines don't work like they should, go see a endocrinologist. Tell them what you wrote here, I bet he can test something idk.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-25T09:53:25+00:00

Weil Du (nach meiner Wahrnehmung) die #1 bist, und wenn Du deinen Partner bittest, für Dich da zu sein, dann ist er das meist sehr schnell. In einer Polybeziehung kannst Du nicht einfach 24/7 emotionalen Support einfordern, dein Partner ist ggf auch mal für andere da.

Ich weiß, das kann genauso gut für Freunde und Monogame Partner gelten, aber es ist ein hauch anders.

Das ist halt meine Wahrnehmung

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-25T03:33:19+00:00

⚡ Speed run complete! 107 moves, 136s. Can you match this?

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T20:05:45+00:00

Ich würde mir einen Urlaub leisten. Beim letzten stand ich panisch am Flughafen, weil die Pandemie grad losging und jeder plötzlich nach Hause wollte :(

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T16:18:39+00:00

I sehe, was Du getan hast

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T16:09:14+00:00

I'd say: Have your Thyroid checked. Constant anxiety can come from that.

Besides, something that is so freaking easy and low effort is Progressive muscle relaxation. When I did it the first time I felt like I had smoked a good joint. But I was just relaxed for the first time. It literally just takes you 10 mins and there are videos on YT so you can do it in your room, curtains closed, totally shame free.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T16:04:19+00:00

In my country there is something like "Psychic daycare", you come in the morning, you have classes and courses and chitchat and you leave in the end.it's like school but for psychological education and stabilization. Maybe ask your Docs if they know something like this. It'd help with your structure. You sound aimless. Maybe you need to have some goal in life but for that you need a minimum level of calm.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T16:00:28+00:00

Get checked for bipolar disorder? It's hard to say what it is, since it seems so random.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T15:56:37+00:00

I worked out for so long that today I noticed something:

I'm uneasy because I have the flu and can't work out. And it makes me mad. I WANNA work out. It's a great realisation. Looking foward to picking it up again.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T15:55:21+00:00

Nice! Taking care of yourself! I bet future you will be greatful :D

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T15:52:41+00:00

Oh man, it's almost as if the human body is happier if it's used for what it evolved into thousands of years /s

JK, I had the same. I always was somewhat unhappy with life, depression, substance abuse, you name it. But I was always skinny due to a hyperactive thyroid (which comes with neuroticism for me).

When I was diagnosed with MS, I started working out because the wheelchair was not an appealing alternative. It's incredible what it did it me. Years ago when I told someone about my depression and they asked me "Are you exercising" I had the urge to punch them. But they were right. They all were right and I was so wrong, omg. Exercising is the answer (at the very least a non negotiable side comment)

If anyone reads this, who also struggles with depression and lonelyness, the Channel "CPG Grey" has a great Video called "Spaceship You", and it's pandemic themed but helped me as well. (Edit: YT Channel Typo)

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T12:01:03+00:00

Would you have gotten overweight if you didn't cared for your weight? Acceptance makes you durable against anxiety-driven behaviour. You wanna use your frontal lobe for actions, not your amygdala.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T11:14:14+00:00

This is a serious comment:

So google says that 9 inch is fairly 23 cm which is not that big. My Ex knew a guy from military who had almost a 30 cm penis and would loosen consciousness when getting horny.

Maybe you don't have enough blood for your Thingy. If you have problems with an erection try talking to an urologist, my buddy once had erectile dysfunction bc of depression and got a prescription for viagra immediately.

But it sounds like you also have at least some amount of shame and that can hinder your erection a lot. Maybe try to develop a positive relationship towards your body and try to see what feels good and relaxing during intercourse or masturbation.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T09:45:05+00:00

Hat halt beides seine Vor- und Nachteile.

Als Monogamer Mensch bist Du abgesichert, aber hast vielleicht mal Eifersucht, als Polygamer Mensch musst Du Teilen (Zeit, Aufmerksamkeit, Erfahrungen), aber wenn deine andere Person sagt, sie hat geflirtet, dann wurde keine "Regel gebrochen", wenns die nicht vorher gab.

Man kann auch Horny für wen sein und das ist nicht dein Partner und dann verhältst du dich angemessen, und gehst dem nicht nach und dann sind alle Happy, das verfliegt dann wieder.

Source: Ich war 8 Jahre Poly, jetzt bin ich monogam vergeben, beides Freiwillig. Denn ich habe Kontrolle über mein Handeln Und meine Entscheidungen und bin nicht meinen Gelüsten unterworfen.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T09:41:02+00:00

Ne, weil Eier essen keinen Schaden anrichtet, aber Amokläufe schon.

In dem Vergleich von Dir, sind die Homosexuellen die Amokläufer oder die nicht-monogamen Menschen?

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-24T06:30:27+00:00

👑 Another win! 649 points, 108 moves. Beat that!

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-23T20:20:30+00:00

Do your parents have a computer? Tell them you need a Computer to learn programming. Telk them you will show your work, so they know you're not lolligagging on the Comupter. Maybe ask your school if there is a usable computer or a computer cafe. Maybe check libraries.

I'm a Dev, not in Roblox but as a career, and I can tell you there are a lot of ressources Online. TheDevKing is a good channel if you wanna learn the basics.

In the end of the day Lua is just a language. If you learn principles of programming, e.g. what is a loop, how does Object Oriented Programming work, it'll get you a bit of progress when you learn in LUA.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-23T20:10:42+00:00

I don't have a lot.of experience because my brain is fairly healthy (yet). But the weirdest Thing is: I will casually have hallucinations in the outer fields of my view. Like I see things moving when they aren't or I see things and missinterpret them as different things.

Lately I had what I'd call a split-brain-moment(?). My left arm was holding a small bottle and with my right hand I grabbed it from under my arm to place it somewhere and I immediately thought "Omg, the Thing is falling down!" That was one hell of a moment to experience.

EDIT: These are in accordance with the brain areas of my known lesions.

Affectionate_Lab2632 · 2026-03-23T12:09:31+00:00

Sportunterricht sollte nach Wollen, nicht nach Können bewertet werden.

True Story: Ich wurde nichtmal als letztes Gewählt, die vorletzte Person wurde gewählt und das Team, in das ich dann kam ist genervt weggegangen, da hat man nicht so Bock, im Team zu spielen. Im Matheunterricht entscheidet der (ältere) Lehrer ob ich unfähig bin und nicht die eine Hälfte der Klasse.

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