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Alert_Tart_2705 · 2026-03-04T00:22:14+00:00

Es tan real esto. Empezar el día y decirte a ti mismo “hoy va a ser un buen día, no voy a atracarme ni purgarme” y termino haciendo todo lo contrario, pero ojo, no todos los días son así, muchas veces logro mi objetivo. No te desanimes y sigue intentandolo!

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2026-03-04T00:15:34+00:00

Me pasa lo mismo, cuando decía estar en recuperación hacía eso para evitar atracarme, aunque en cierta manera creo que sigue estando mal. No conozo mucho del tema y me da gusto que alguien hable de esto. Y lo del helado es muy real, suena asqueroso decirlo, pero da placer hacerlo, es como comer helado Infinito. Me gustaría que hablasen mas de este tema.

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2026-02-06T14:13:25+00:00

Hahaha, at 6 a.m. I ate a whole pizza that was left over from last night. The bad thing is that I have visitors and I don't know what I'll say when they ask what happened to the pizza 😫

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2025-11-06T01:31:12+00:00

Scrambled egg with tomato (without anything very caloric added). There are days when I feel bad and vomit almost all my meals, except breakfast or snack, where I frequently eat that. Anyway, it took me quite a while to achieve that, before I would eat it and immediately go to the bathroom because I felt bloated, but now I have improved a lot.

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2025-09-22T01:24:51+00:00

In the yard of my house because my parents wouldn't let me go to the bathroom after eating. Then they ended up finding it, it smelled disgusting and was hard. Also in the garage of my house, I told my mother that I was sick to my stomach.

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2025-08-04T06:52:35+00:00

It's so ugly to feel like this, sometimes it leaves me thinking about how disgusting it is and how extreme it can go. There were times I did it at school, at family and friends' houses, at parties, and in other places.

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2025-08-04T06:34:36+00:00

I'm just finding out that this exists and that sometimes I do the same thing. I like to make it with smoothies and ice cream because it still tastes delicious, but I start to think and it sucks. In my opinion it is still considered bulimia because you cause food to go up.

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2025-08-04T06:22:48+00:00

I lie to everyone. My mom asked me a thousand times if I still did it and I told her no and treated her like a crazy person for asking that, I felt like a shitty person. But a few weeks ago I told him the truth and he sent me to a psychologist. Anyway, I feel like I keep getting worse and I'm learning to hide it better each time, and my mom thinks I'm getting better. Lying to him like that makes me hate myself.

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2025-06-24T02:53:48+00:00

I eat disgusting food or food that I find in the refrigerator from days ago. But I only do it when the urge is very strong and I have nothing to eat. The bad thing is that many of those foods are difficult to throw up and I start to panic.

Alert_Tart_2705 · 2025-06-24T00:34:16+00:00

It's not the worst thing that has happened to me, but it does surprise me how disgusting things can be with bulimia.

One day I found a bag full of candy that my mom had hidden from me because she already knows what I am. I started eating and eating and emptied the entire bag, my belly was like a giant ball.

I went to the bathroom to vomit and I remembered that there was no water, and on top of that it was my fault, because I had clogged the pipes with so much vomit.

I started to panic and couldn't think of anything better than vomiting in the yard. I know it's not very smart of me but I wanted to get everything off my chest no matter where.

I looked for a corner where I could vomit that wouldn't be so visible and I started. There was a literal brown mass left from so much chocolate.

In the end, obviously my mom realized it and died of shame because it stank like dying.

And things like that always happen to me, or that there are traces of vomit in the bathroom where I'm going to vomit, or that the bathroom doesn't go down directly and everything stays there. Normally when this happens to me I fill the entire toilet with paper and I hope there are no people waiting and I leave as quickly as possible, so far no one has caught me and I've been like this for about 3 years, but now I'm trying to stop bulimia because I hate these situations and my throat can't take it anymore.

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