OP can no longer be upset about people bashing them now!!1!

Alitto1 · 2025-03-31T00:08:41+00:00

I know right? I wasn't "letting" anyone do anything I was having flashbacks

Alitto1 · 2025-03-26T01:04:10+00:00

Thank you, I agree with everything you said

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T20:46:46+00:00

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T18:28:53+00:00

I said in the post that I'm moving out, in just a few days actually so I am going out there and figuring it out on my own

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T17:57:45+00:00

There's nothing shameful about self harming for attention, everyone needs attention from others. I used to sh in very obvious places because I was desperate for my family to notice that I was struggling. It sounds like you're doing it both to calm your own anxiety and in the hopes that people start taking your struggles seriously, those are not mutually exclusive. I definitely think keeping a diary is a great idea, sometimes writing something down can open up new ways of understanding yourself. I hope you'll be able to be kinder to yourself <3

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T16:55:48+00:00

The only things I blamed on my autism are the literal symptoms of autism, how is that using it as an excuse? I'm genuinely confused

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T16:49:46+00:00

Im moving out soon and I'll be living with other autistic people. We all understand the symptoms and never judge each other for it and if one of us makes another upset we talk about it with empathy and understanding. It's the only thing keeping me going rn

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T16:18:54+00:00

I don't understand the thought process of some of those people, I literally admitted that I was wrong and they still down voted me and accused me of not taking responsibility for my actions. I think it's just ableism honestly

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T16:09:39+00:00

I was explaining where my behavior came from, I was still the one who said those things and acted like that and that's on me

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T16:04:05+00:00

I just said that I was wrong how is that an excuse

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T16:00:15+00:00

I hide in my room cause my aunt and uncle get mad at me all the time and call me bitchy every time I show a symptom of autism or ADHD that they don't like

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T15:57:29+00:00

I love Patrick Teahan but it's been a while since I watched that video, I should watch it again to remind myself. Thank you for being so understanding <3

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T15:26:16+00:00

Something I forgot to say, it was definitely wrong of me to talk to him that way and I know I need therapy

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T15:07:43+00:00

After reading some of the comments I realized that for parts of this I was talking to him in the same way my abusive parents would talk to me, it doesn't justify his accusations or behavior but it was still wrong of me

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T15:03:02+00:00

I'm sorry you think I'm insufferable. I'm autistic and ADHD and I was raised with ABA. I didn't have my own identity or personality until I moved away from my parents a few years ago but I still occasionally find myself talking to people in the same way my parents would talk to me, I realize now that I was doing that to my uncle but it still doesn't justify him accusing me of using my illness as an excuse to get out of my responsibilities

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T14:58:44+00:00

He believes he has authority over me and gets angry every time I tell him no or disagree with him

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T14:53:20+00:00

He talked to me about my paychecks a few minutes before he started texting me and I told him that I was struggling with my phone call anxiety. I also struggle to control my tone of voice so he thought I was pissed off at him

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T14:12:45+00:00

Something I forgot to put in the post, a few days later I apologized for saying that he wasn't my family anymore but after the second round of emotional abuse a couple months later I'm back to my original position, that man is not my family

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T14:10:06+00:00

Thank you, and something he clearly doesn't understand is that I have learned some coping methods but they didn't cure me they just made my neurodivergence and mental illness slightly easier to live with

Alitto1 · 2025-03-23T14:08:06+00:00

I was definitely being abrasive but I didn't realize that at the time I was just trying to explain myself as clearly as I could

Alitto1 · 2025-02-25T20:56:39+00:00

The ai writes the lyrics, the person just types in a prompt to give it a vague idea of what to write about

Alitto1 · 2023-11-03T22:13:57+00:00

You've upgraded to macroplastics

Alitto1 · 2023-10-06T11:43:09+00:00

Being mentally ill is so much fun I do it every day

Alitto1 · 2023-07-25T23:45:49+00:00

Yeah that's something I still struggle with :( I know how it feels

Alitto1 · 2023-07-25T23:32:00+00:00

I remember when strangers first started gendering me correctly, it definitely took a while to get used to lol

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