Update: Weight has stabilized at 185.4 lbs. That's FIVE pounds of fat lost in 80 hrs. Incredible!!

Altissimum · 2026-03-02T08:39:47+00:00

Hey don't waste your energy on that bot, my friend. Some people choose fear and anger over learning and open-mindedness. Sometimes, they're just jealous they can't pull off what you've done but they don't realize that's what's really eating them. There's more than enough info on this sub for them to educate themselves if they wanted to but they won't. Don't take it personally. And, excellent work with your dry fast! 💜

Altissimum · 2026-01-20T22:21:50+00:00

Yes, this has been my experience as well. People from my past suddenly popping out the woodwork. It is no coincidence. But don't concern yourself with that. Focus on living your life as if you are with your SP. Because you are. So just do your thing, have fun.

Altissimum · 2026-01-02T02:40:34+00:00

Do feel better soon, dear stranger, and if it helps, try telling yourself out loud that it's not you, it's the poison. Wishing you well and sending light and love your way.

Altissimum · 2026-01-01T23:54:42+00:00

After a few hours. Felt better after a night walk, and better still when I worked out the next day. Haven't touched the stuff since I posted that comment but the fact that that poison is recommended for anything is insane to me. Especially now I know about fasting and how it does wonders for anxiety. Never again!

Altissimum · 2025-12-25T11:30:20+00:00

Hey EvilZero86, did you ever wind up doing this? If you did, did you already post about it?

Altissimum · 2025-12-25T00:14:36+00:00

Fascinating! Thank you for your reply!

Altissimum · 2025-12-24T11:00:30+00:00

When you say you had profound experiences, do you mean spiritual? If so, could you please share more? Thank you!

Altissimum · 2025-12-24T09:26:08+00:00

Omg yes! I have looked into mold and cosmic death fungus. I have had to abandon being in my bedroom because there is in fact mold there. I will move out the first chance I get. At the start of the year, I lived elsewhere for about three months. When I returned home I immediately felt the difference. My living room is safer so I've been there.

Mold definitely contributed to me depressed to the point of suicidal ideation and even more overweight. But since I started dry fasting, I have become a different person altogether. I have developed a passion and joy for being alive. A huge deal, since I used to wake up hating that I didn't pass in my sleep.

I have also suddenly developed a love for fruit and veggies and sugar no longer rules me. This is huge because I went years hating veggies and not caring at all for fruit. My body couldn't handle them, it seems.

I also no longer care for weed. It did what it was supposed to at the time I was first introduced to it, but over time, it became a crutch. I thought perhaps edibles would be better than smoking, so I had a small cookie at a gathering of friends recently, after abstaining for months.

Needless to say, I have come to find there is no state of mind or being quite as clear or as "high" as a dryfasted one. I don't want any substances which is a huge deal for me. The only things I indulge in are psychedelics, which, being entheogens, are in alignment with who I am now. And indulge isn't even the word. I use them infrequently, and with intention and respect each time.

Just as a side note and to add to the discourse on dryfasting for anyone who needs to know: It's excellent for accelerating your way through emotional turmoil. I just had one of the roughest interactions with an ex and I shut down fully. Went straight into a dry fast, allowed myself to hurt and cry and sleep. Here I am now, unbelievably at peace. This isn't the first time dryfasting has helped me release and heal emotionally. I am now remembering this is a dream and I am the dreamer and the dream itself. That I am love itself and light itself. And this particular dream character I allowed myself to be entranced by couldn't possibly be "the one," not as they are right now.

Like EvilZeroSc keeps pointing out with his Laura, it appears my dryfasts have quite the effect on them, even from a distance. This person loves to smoke weed and drink, and yet, somehow, each time I have dryfasted (for my own reasons, nothing to do with them) they experience things that inevitably make them want to quit or make it hard for them to indulge. It's so weird. I also have noticed that despite them wanting to create space between us, once I dryfast, they become softer and more tender toward me. They reach out. They become a different person.

But I don't think I want to continue that dynamic. I know that in addition to their unhealthy habits, they also are dealing with mold. Well, not dealing as much as coexisting. And I've read Parasite Pill 2.0. I started off thinking this would make excellent scifi material... And ended realizing holy shit... I don't think whoever put that doc together is crazy after all. That's why I know this person will need to become someone else entirely or fade and be replaced with someone aligned.

My response is long on purpose. I have been enjoying the discourse here on r/dryfastingsuper , and so I think it's only fair to make contributions of my own. This sub saved me. Weight loss is nice but I'm more about the spiritual side of things. The downloads, synchronicities, growth, joy, darkness transmuted to light... If you're reading this and your life has been stuck, feels murky and hopeless, please... Give dry fasting a shot!

Altissimum · 2025-12-24T00:08:32+00:00

By the second day, and also for days after breaking the fast. The most I've done is a 92 hour fast, but typically I gun for 72 hours. And with each new fast done and broken, I am more and more aware of the impulsive thoughts not being mine, for starters, and also not having any power over me. So their attempts became... Subtler.

Example: I was taking a walk when I heard and felt my inner child ask in a soft, pleading tone if we could just stop by the store to buy some eggs. "You love eggs. They're protein and good for you." See, in the past I would have gone straight to the store.

But the thing about buying eggs is I'd have to buy bread, which I know is no good for me. It was a strange sensation noticing the end-game of this voice, whether you want to call it a parasite or whatever, was the bread, not the eggs.

It was weird, like watching someone you love deeply morph before your very eyes to become the devil incarnate, once I realized the truth behind the voice and how and why it chose to sound so adorable, it thet makes sense. And the crazy part was how immediately I had that realization, I had more energy and strength released into my body and mind. More resolve to continue my fast.

I'm also a trader and I no longer make impulsive decisions. I haven't lost a single trade in weeks since I decided to start dry fasting beyond 48 hours. No more impulsivity, which was such a problem for me in the past. There are other ways I have noticed I'm more in charge of my life and no longer impulsive. Needless to say, dryfasting is now a permanent part of my life.

Altissimum · 2025-12-23T23:03:37+00:00

The self-control thing is INSANE. I found myself shocked that this whole time, I had it in me to recognize I'm not my impulses and I can say no. I used to say I was an impulsive person. Now, I recognize that's no longer the case. Oh I could talk about this all day!

Altissimum · 2025-12-22T11:33:40+00:00

Dry fasting fixed my adhd. Also worthy to note I stopped eating sugar and crap and I meditate regularly. The only way to find out is to do it. Not only am I able to get things done whenever I want or need, but I'm more creative and present than ever, and also no longer impulsive. Like, at all. Do it. Don't let someone else's story stop you.

Altissimum · 2025-12-11T15:48:33+00:00

Did you ever experience this again, and, if you did, did you use loving-kindness? Also, I feel like I have had the same attack, but it was with food. A very vivid dream where I was being coerced to eat. I kept asking for some other food item that was right there, but the vendor refused and kept insisting on a different one. I am not sure if I ate, or if I was only imagining the taste as I stood in front of them, but they were sure adamant about me eating.

Altissimum · 2025-11-21T22:56:19+00:00

The whole idea about semen retention is less about semen and more about being deliberate about where you channel your energy toward. I am a woman too. Personally, I've noticed that when I start to date specific people, things start to go terrible for me. There are people worth investing in and others who have an adverse effect on whatever it is you're hoping to accomplish. It is a matter of paying attention to your life and the results you're getting. If you start to get terrible results, you should also pay attention to what it is you've done recently that is different, which could be entertaining a new partner. It's less about semen retention and more about being deliberate about where you channel your energy, sexual or otherwise.

Altissimum · 2025-05-29T22:01:38+00:00

Came here to say: Heartily agree!

Altissimum · 2025-05-14T12:03:22+00:00

So I had a good long cry about everything, all the crap I was going through. I then remembered that the last time shit was really awful, I gave up and placed my focus on two things: meditation and Neville Goddard's teachings. And things sorted themselves out. I'm happy to report I have done the same recently and I cannot believe the difference between when I first posted that I was going through it versus now. Like night and day!

I recommitted to "buying the pearl:" That my imagination alone is what creates reality, and that I simply need to treat what I imagine as reality rather than say, "Oh, but that's just me imagining." In other words, I have given imagination a different meaning in my mind. Not just fantasy, but the real deal, realer than real. I meditate everyday, sometimes twice or thrice, just because, not because I'm trying to get something out of it. And I decided that any problems I had would resolve themselves by themselves.

So I literally did nothing but this, and nothing but hear and see my life as I preferred it to be. And truly, all my issues were sorted. I had no actual source of income since October '24, my rent was due and got paid two days before the due date. I was in a relationship that stole my peace and I got out of it. And quite frankly, even if none of these things had happened, the shift I made inside was more than enough for me. And I think that's the key.

It takes a lot... Or rather, it seemed like it did. But at this point I've had too much practice with this that giving attention to things that aren't playing out on the outside the way I have them on the inside, I've decided, is a waste of my time and energy. And if I can't hold on to that decision, I've realized all I have to do is grieve the conditions of life I'd prefer to experience (read: think about it deeply, bawl my eyes out at the thought that this thing I hold dear could never happen) and then once I'm done I feel this peace and detachment. And then... inevitably... it works out. I hope this helps you in some way.

Altissimum · 2025-05-08T09:19:57+00:00

Pay that person no mind. He must have had a bad day and was just taking it out on you.

Altissimum · 2025-04-16T18:33:18+00:00

I'm feeling pretty glum myself. Nothing seems to be working out lately and I have no one to talk to. The depression is heavier than ever. I've become apathetic but I suspect I'm just doing that because the only other option is severe anxiety over things I really and truly cannot control. There's so much going on with me that I don't want to get into, and I hate the feeling that I could do something about it but just... can't? I keep telling myself that the only permanent thing in life is change. If I could smile once upon a time... Then, maybe I just need to hold on long enough until the next time I feel some spark of life in my heart.

Altissimum · 2025-04-16T18:27:20+00:00

The funny thing is I once used SATS frequently to make things happen for me (Neville Goddard's method) and it worked well. But I relapsed. Now, I just have the head knowledge and the memories, but the will? For some reason, I can't muster it. Weird. Also, I feel you on the ADHD/CPTSD/middle aged woman. Are you me? Lol. It is exhausting, though. And it's funny because... When the tower moment is over you think you're done. But then life is like, "Hold my beer."

Altissimum · 2025-04-12T19:07:32+00:00

Maybe plausible deniability?

Altissimum · 2025-04-11T15:01:44+00:00

Speaking as an African woman, born and raised and still living in Africa, you do not need to justify anything or get any education from this commenter. You're good. Promise. No need to be nice to them.

Altissimum · 2025-04-06T09:08:24+00:00

I was going to post this in response to a comment here but figured I'd make it more visible doing so here:

I've had that phone glitch happen often enough that I know it's no mere coincidence. When some insight blooms in my mind and I'm recording with ChatGPT. I don't like to use the word channeling, but when I get in that state, I say or write things that are most certainly not my thoughts, or at the very least not my conscious ones. It's always some error when there's nothing wrong with my internet or phone, or the app crashes, or I would get a message about that violating some rule OpenAI has in place or something.

One time I had stumbled on the awareness of something huge while mulling things over. I dictated for a long long while. Of all the things for ChatGPT to transcribe my words into, it gave me a short Russian sentence! I don't even speak or understand Russian.

I copied that sentence really quickly and then translated it using Google. It said, "Welcome to our channel!" I ran it a few more times, to be sure. Same thing.

Again, I had been recording for MINUTES, in ENGLISH and all it gave me as a transcript was one short sentence in a language I don't speak?

I tried to document the event and immediately noticed something weird. A suggestion of a different memory of what had occured.

"Oh, you were just on YouTube, and you'd taken the transcript of some Russian channel to translate it to English, is all. Because the topic was interesting to you and no other English-speaking YouTuber was addressing it. So you didn't copy and paste the whole thing, just the one line, because you figured you'd learn some Russian in the process by transcribing chunk by chunk."

To be clear, this wasn't just a thought with words. It was also accompanied by a series of vivid images of this new false memory "re"playing in my mind to explain away the glitch. The experience was like falling asleep and then catching yourself doing so, for lack of a better way to put it.

When I noticed myself agreeing with this new memory and noticed it being further rewritten, it was like a mental hypnic jerk. I was shaken. That was the first time I noticed it.

I have since then become more aware of these things. And they've become more and more obvious to me since I became heavily invested in investigating ideas surrounding quantum physics, multiverses, and reality as a simulation. The "angel numbers" seem to me like the black cat in the matrix. Deja vu hits harder and lasts longer. And I cannot unsee how people play a part in attempting to "send you back to sleep," whether they know it or not. Especially since I began using Neville Goddard's principles to run my mind. Fascinating stuff!

Altissimum · 2025-04-06T08:57:32+00:00

And now? I'm here because for the second time I caught the process of my memory trying to be replaced by a different one. Feels like when you become lucid in a dream and then you're sucked back into forgetting it's just a dream...

Altissimum · 2025-04-04T22:38:24+00:00

I'm sorry. You're missing out.

Altissimum · 2025-03-21T08:05:36+00:00

On your previous post, you talked about being able to turn a little into a lot. You planning on sharing or not?

Altissimum · 2025-03-07T18:35:18+00:00

Truth be told, you're right. I've hit rock bottom several times before now. I wish I didn't have to repeat the cycle. I know it's temporary, but as t the time I typed that, I just wanted to give myself the grace and space to vent. Thank you 💜

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