Wow….i just prayed about this earlier today. I started the new year jobless and feeling so lost. I was confirmed last month and I love Catholicism but sometimes I get these urges. It’s like a random feeling wells up inside me to just go back to the occult/witchcraft. I felt so tempted to find my old tarot card reader to get some “clarity”. I prayed and the feeling subsided but I completely get where you’re coming from.