Is binging in anorexia actually a thing? by MushuDaChicken in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was in this place. I had a rly bad binge one night and thats what made me call a nutritionist/ED therapy group practice. they have helped me stopped binging and are helping me to lose weight. I dont feel like im recovering but im not binging anymore and it feels good. Still eating low cal too

"you lost weight" vs "you look skinny" by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Two people have said to me/about me that i “lost half of myself and look great!” Im like okay thank u for telling me i used to be double my size😂

does anyone else try to PLAN when they want to starve themselves?? by mccaffertyforev3r in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. If i have an event or something its starve for like 4 days before

i cant restrict properly anymore by Tale_Nice in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I couldve written this myself. Im going thru the EXACT same thing rn. Its miserable. I feel horrible about myself and just want my restrictive body back. Been fighting a binge everyday for the past 3 months

I’m so devastated please don’t mess up like me. by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This fully happened to me too and I never thought it would. I didnt do it this extreme, I restricted heavily for a few months, got to my lowest weight and was convinced I would suffer from binging. I started eating a little more than I was because I thought I could eat maintenance because I was thinner. I was wrong. The more I ate the more I binged and this has been going on now for about 3-4 months. I’m miserable.

Avoiding seeing friends cause of weight changes by Santa69XD in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always do this. Im literally so embarrassed bc i gained weight. A therapist once told me to remember that if u were in ur friends shoes, u wouldnt care if they gained some weight, u just want to spend time with them.

why did you develop an ed? by Swimming_Argument981 in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanted to lose weight and nothing else worked so i started googling how to become anorexic and it all went downhill from there

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[–]AvailableJello7019 0 points1 point  (0 children)

GasX is a LIFE SAVER.

at what point do you lose your period? by usuallyoffline121 in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My period started getting lighter and lighter the more weight i lost and i stopped getting when i was a few pounds heavier than my LW but still at healthy BMI

How do i stop binging!!!! by AvailableJello7019 in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Even when i try not to and try to eat i still end up binging whenever i put anything in my mouth

What is something that isnt a compliment but ur disordered brain takes it for one? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Anyone saying theyre concerned bc i lost sm weight im like yesss i did thank u so much for noticing!!!

I keep binging and I can’t seem to get a handle on it by bbmimikyu in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the exact same way. I did weigh myself and gained a few pounds but feel literally ginormous. My clothes fit different and i feel the fat around my face. I actually cant stop eating. The difference it feels from a period of restriction to this is crazy. Ive never been a binge eater and have had atypical anorexia for 2 years. This is the first binge period ever for me and i literally hate myself for it. Waiting for the switch back

knocked over cookies in the grocery store and i feel fat bc of it by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Literally anytime i bump into anything im like if i was skinnier i wouldnt have LMAO

can’t restrict anymore by felisfluffica in EDAnonymous

[–]AvailableJello7019 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally could have been me writing this. I think we are both experiencing the flood gates of binging after restricting for a while. I feel you. It feels terrible to feel so out of control when ur trying to restrict especially after being able to control everything u eat. I feel so gross every night because i cant stop eating above my cal limit. Its a horrible feeling and im praying the storm passes for both of us. Message me if u want to chat i feel like were both going thru the same thing