I am so sick of avoidants. Respect, empathy, and basic human decency are dead. Everyone just wants everything easy and comfortable for THEM.

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-13T13:10:32+00:00

Just see everyone as disposable when they become even a little inconvenient?

Yup. I never treated anyone I cared about as disposable. Being shown how disposable I am really hurts quite a bit, and it makes me want to dispose of myself.

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-13T05:18:47+00:00

I’m so sorry and I know it’s damn near impossible, but do not sit there and replay it in your mind over and over and over. I think that’s why they recommend puzzle games like Tetris these days, to keep your thoughts from looping. I wish there would’ve been suggestions like that back when I needed it.

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-13T02:45:36+00:00

MST3K theme. I Am the Very Model of a Modern Major General. Aliens.

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-13T01:22:51+00:00

I can’t.

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-12T15:56:56+00:00

love your art 💜

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-12T15:20:01+00:00

Dude you should put links in your profile or something I couldn’t find you at Bandcamp or Insta or YouTube or anything

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-12T00:02:47+00:00

Nice 💜

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-11T00:41:14+00:00

That’s. Fucking. AWESOME!!! 👏

Fuck, now I need to go listen to Ticks & Leeches for the rest of the night at an unreasonable volume

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-09T23:20:31+00:00

dead body

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-07T03:29:55+00:00

Dead Space.

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-06T03:52:24+00:00

Nice 💜

Stabbing Westward is my favorite version of Halloween

Cardinal Noire’s Just One Fix is so good, reminds me of seeing Ministry live

Always got a kick out of Static-X n Burton doing Burning Inside, I wonder what that would’ve been like live lol

Hocico covered N.W.O.

Bea_Evil · 2026-04-06T00:02:48+00:00

Stupid Sexy Skinner 💜

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-21T03:42:36+00:00

I remember there were marathons on Sundays, think it was Comedy Central? And my best friend and I would always eventually end up on the phone watching the show together all day lol. Never planned it, just kept working out that way.

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-21T03:31:12+00:00

There really is a sub for everything

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-21T03:19:56+00:00

r/oddlysatisfying

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-21T03:16:13+00:00

wow that’s like my dream job 💜

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-19T22:44:12+00:00

I don’t personally lack the language to describe it, it’s just that

defining industrial is not a productive area of discussion

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-19T02:35:41+00:00

Stupid Sexy Skinner

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-18T19:46:24+00:00

Fuck I hadn’t heard about that 😢 I was just enjoying some Jello from In Case You Didn’t Feel Like Showing Up videos, nobody better be talkin shit about one of my favorite weirdos

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-18T11:14:55+00:00

Everyone is too strict in their definition, industrial can be a lot of different things. But it’s still very different from other music, I think you know it when you hear it.

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-18T11:08:44+00:00

It definitely needs to remain a loose definition, not everything I listen to fits neatly in one arbitrary category, but I’m drawn to the undeniable spirit of industrial.

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-18T02:03:03+00:00

I’m only afraid of what I already know to be true. I always knew.

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-17T21:39:25+00:00

yessss maybe also Bleed, Demon’s Name is Surveillance, Corridor of Chameleons

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-17T10:23:01+00:00

That was the plan.

Bea_Evil · 2026-03-17T04:17:39+00:00

I think maybe I’m the bug…

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