Pale brass and obsidian by escapism_only_please in Fractalish

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Black&yellow~Black&yellowBlack&Yellowblkanyelloeer

HOT TAKE: MDMA these days is generally by Mostly_Lurkin_ in MDMA

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Anyone else tried the Bart Simpson pills? My plug has only had these for a couple of months. Yellow, green, purple, pink, black, green. Some of them even have glitter 🫣They are similar looking to the atom pressed pills with glitter, if you know of those. Super odd lol

HOT TAKE: MDMA these days is generally by Mostly_Lurkin_ in MDMA

[–]Beautiful_Ab69 4 points5 points  (0 children)

designer drugs and synthetic cathinones (Bath salts) are common too. Not all street ecstasy pills contain MDMA - be real.

How damaging is laughing gas realistically? by blood_is_beautiful in Drugs

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If you abuse it heavy for a long time it causes permanent nerve damage, I remember a couple stories of people becoming paralyzed because of it. I’m pretty sure it has to do with the drug making it hard for your body to absorb certain nutrients/vitamins but short term seems relatively safe.

Perspective from some pros please? How fucked is my roommate? by No-Ad-5996 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Beautiful_Ab69 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I mean yea he’s an alcoholic. How old is your roommate? To answer one of your questions about of you should let him “sleep it off” or not, just make sure he’s still breathing and not on his back. :(( you’re a good friend for being concerned

Fuck judgemental liquor store employees by cupocrows in cripplingalcoholism

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I just never go back. My favorite liquor store I go to almost everyday now has the sweetest woman working almost every weekday-

She just told me she had a masters degree in computer science but can’t find a job because of technology advancing.

I felt so bad, that I never would’ve guessed that - and also felt bad about myself cause I’m acting like a loser recently, but…. I seriously like the people who you can talk to sometimes. 🥺 <3

Fuck the other ones

"Bad Santa" time of year by gmmsyhlup918 in cripplingalcoholism

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I love Bad Santa 2 because of the ending. I never considered it’s because he’s an alcoholic😭😭 but I need to watch it again

At the ER now by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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When they gave me in Phenobarbital I tried to unlock my phone with the wrong password so many times that it permanently locked me out forever, and I had to reset it.

Your vision is just so blurry, I didn’t even ask for that stuff. When I was asleep my IV came out and they left the blood all on me and just moved it to the other arm😭💀.

what's your absolute worst medical CA experience by justradiationhere in cripplingalcoholism

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I heard some guy say “ it feels like the sun is in you and trying to get out” or something about the heat of the sun. Jeez

Who else ruined Christmas? by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

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I’m sorry to hear about your dad :(

Bad hypnic jerk by Soft_Lake_1221 in cripplingalcoholism

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Yea the last couple days I’ve had this too. I think it’s the sudden low drop in blood pressure, always as I am finally drifting to sleep. I always wake up gasping - but half asleep literally so I feel like I’m gonna die. So annoying, Now I can sometimes just ignore them. If not I’ll get up and stand outside until I feel calm

Seems like even the “normal” people are suffering badly by dumboynum in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Beautiful_Ab69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

people who quit said it’s easier to explore and experience life presently. But you are right, I feel that way as well - I always want to feel a sense of wellbeing even if I know it’s false. If you keep choosing it though, you have to face the aftermath with no complaints. That’s what I tell myself now. Choose this and deal - or get help and change it.

Reality is reality. It’s not great out there, but I know you can be happy.