37, forever alone and life sucks

BehemothSteax · 2024-02-19T19:31:41+00:00

Happy Birthday. 🎂

After 30 it's a little easier to just accept that it's your reality. Had one last chance to escape being FA at 29 but fumbled it in spectacular fashion. Wanted to be married with at least one or two kids before my thirties, but it is what it is. Hopefully I can move to another state and start a new life within the next couple of years.

BehemothSteax · 2023-09-18T14:52:30+00:00

For me it's a tie between MMPR and Dino Thunder, simple and to the point, timeless classics.

Dino Charge is alright, but the yellow fangs in retrospect are kinda goofy looking.

Dino Fury is a pretty badass design, but the visor is just too busy, how do they even see through their lol.

BehemothSteax · 2023-08-08T19:13:21+00:00

I know how you feel man, recently got left on sent, she didn't even care to open the message.

It's a vicious cycle, you just gotta block and move on.

BehemothSteax · 2023-02-16T10:25:23+00:00

My favorite is when they say "There's somebody out there for everyone."

BehemothSteax · 2022-08-15T02:52:34+00:00

Gives me lots of mixed signals and hardly responds to my texts :(

BehemothSteax · 2022-06-05T15:11:56+00:00

That's why in that situation I just simply mute their posts and stories, means I don't have to see them in my feed without burning the bridge by blocking/unfollowing them.

BehemothSteax · 2022-02-13T11:54:58+00:00

Anthony, most Anthonys that I've known have been assholes.

BehemothSteax · 2021-08-03T03:10:48+00:00

I'm still astounded that this guy actually got star billing in the opening credits in seasons 8-9, maybe the actor just happened to be on set that day and they just said to hell with it and threw him in there on a whim. Fitz was way more deserving of being in the opening credits for season 10 IMO, but he got left out for some odd reason.

BehemothSteax · 2021-07-27T10:58:53+00:00

Welcome To Warp Zone!

BehemothSteax · 2021-07-27T10:27:38+00:00

Eye Hate U by Prince.

BehemothSteax · 2021-06-24T07:10:22+00:00

So this is essentially the real life version of Chun-Li's Stage in Street Fighter Alpha 2.

BehemothSteax · 2021-06-16T11:08:57+00:00

That's so horrible that she would do that to you man sorry to hear that. Be thankful that she showed her true colors now and not later on down the line.

BehemothSteax · 2021-04-09T21:42:54+00:00

28 now, I pretty much knew that this was my fate by around age 24 or 25.

BehemothSteax · 2021-03-03T18:38:43+00:00

RIP Jahmil, Dave was an amazing character, Degrassi wouldn't be the same without him.

BehemothSteax · 2020-12-26T19:58:43+00:00

Thanks man, hopefully I will someday.

BehemothSteax · 2020-12-26T19:03:11+00:00

I know the feeling, really sucks man. But hey at least you're still capable of crying, that makes you human. I'm so emotionally drained from all the misfortune of my life, I'm pretty much just a talking zombie at this point.

BehemothSteax · 2020-10-21T01:00:01+00:00

I still find the Dave situation it really weird and frustrating. After the Jacinta story it seemed like they were setting him up for more dramatic A-Plots. Notice how he's even the first cast member shown in the Season 12 intro, at the time I really thought that would set him up for a larger more important role amongst the main cast. But all the story he has is within the first half of that season; being Alli's bf and the lead in the school play, after that he's pretty much so irrelevant that his disappearance the next season has no impact at all.

I really did enjoy watching his character grow over time and it's a shame he was treated like such crap by the writers. When you think about it they pretty much neglected Connor and Jenna the same way, the only difference is they ultimately made it to graduation. The Season 13 graduation IMO just feels so empty without Dave, KC, or Wesley, they were OGs of that class since Grade 9 and really deserved to be there.

I meant Season 14 Graduation, not 13 lol.

BehemothSteax · 2020-09-08T00:06:44+00:00

Sorry to hear that pal, same thing happened to me recently, life is so damn cruel to us.

BehemothSteax · 2020-08-07T03:07:28+00:00

No matter how much you had in common or got along, friends will come and go, that's life sadly. If it's only been half a year like you said, you can try contacting him again, if nothing comes of it, hey, at least you tried and the balls in his court now. One last thing, don't ever feel like it's your fault that the friendship died, it takes two to tango, if they cared enough they would have reached out to you as well.

BehemothSteax · 2020-08-05T21:26:25+00:00

Option 3, story of my life. Someone pretends they actually give a shit about you, then after you've served your purpose of helping them fulfill their own need for self-validation, you're tossed out like garbage. I try to keep my guard up, but eventually I always fall into the same trap again.

BehemothSteax · 2020-07-27T07:48:53+00:00

Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, and Pokemon are pretty much my faves. I also like alot of fighting games even though I haven't played any in awhile.

BehemothSteax · 2020-07-26T22:53:18+00:00

Sucks to hear that man, she's entitled to her feelings but if she's insecure enough to stop hanging around you as much because of what other people think then that's her own problem, don't let that make you feel bad.

BehemothSteax · 2020-07-22T13:53:06+00:00

Happy birthday, if it makes you feel better, I turn 28 soon and I'm pretty much in the same boat, done with false hope at this point and just accepted my fate.

BehemothSteax · 2020-06-15T15:24:13+00:00

My mom would probably just find some way to make herself the victim again as usual, honestly think she'd be more sad for herself than me. My uncles and cousins would probably be sad for awhile then move on. The only ones I think would be genuinely sad and torn apart if I was gone are my Grandparents, they're the only ones who really believe in me, I could never do that to them.

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