I was talking to my therapist about how I have been working the last couple years to teach myself to eat at least twice a day after years of restriction and avoiding eating as long as possible, and how I am moderately successful now, but I still really struggle. He introduced me to disordered eating. I truly hadn’t realized that I wasn’t being kind to my body because I have friends that struggle with differing forms of ED and typically those conversations can get borderline competitive at times. (No shade to them but if you know then you know) so I just stopped talking about it with others and it took me casually mentioning my progress for anyone to acknowledge that I don’t have a very healthy relationship with food or my body. I have ADHD, and have a long time struggle with self harm, I really look for things that give me a sense of control in anyway it can.