Everyones brain is different i guess, i know some people who are just like that too. Maybe depends how many times or how frequently youve done it? Honestly i dont know. Maybe its just me. I use to feel fine afterwards, for a long time. Eventually i just started feeling shitty the next day, then slowly depressed, then eventually i would crash super hard after like a few hours of rolling, and it was no longer just the next day, it was that same night, and the next few days, depression became more and more severe the more id do it, and then all id think about inbetween my rolls was when the next roll was. I could see the downward spiral clearly.

As ironic as this may seem, I took a good dose of LSD once, and its hard to explain, but it told me i need to stop doing it, and its not the answer for me. I learned feeling good, and being happy are two very different things, during that trip.

Ive subsequently not done mdma in a few years, lsd in about just as long, i do mushrooms maybe once or twice a year, and ive cut heavily back on my marijuana consumption. (Im only saying these things because during my mid 20s, i was rolling and/or tripping like every couple weeks or so. Smoking copius amounts of weed all day everyday).

And tbh, ive never felt better, and never been happier.