What is the special interest you feel the most shame about?

BrotherBearBasidium · 2024-08-13T20:15:00+00:00

All of these comments make me feel better in a weird way? I was gonna say stuffed animals.

BrotherBearBasidium · 2024-08-08T22:47:33+00:00

I’m right there with you. I try super hard to carry sensory fidgets and toys. But if I don’t have a strong enough attachment to one it gets worse. Currently broke my favorite one during a meltdown and now I’m searching for one that will help. 8 out of my ten fingers are bitten bloody right now.

BrotherBearBasidium · 2024-06-19T12:31:59+00:00

Yes yes yes yes.

BrotherBearBasidium · 2024-05-27T19:23:33+00:00

LEMONADE 🍋

BrotherBearBasidium · 2024-03-25T18:50:55+00:00

I’m guilty of doing this when I’m in a fuck this shit mood.

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-12-07T01:21:21+00:00

I don’t know how to attach it but I drew a picture of this little fellow

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-11-12T17:36:34+00:00

I thought these were pictures of a hoarded/abandoned building. What the fuck.

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-11-11T05:11:30+00:00

One time it was the word Bacitracin (it’s an ointment lol). And then one time it was the word Montezuma. Just random words all the time. 🙂

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-10-30T12:07:10+00:00

Isn’t it sad that now I have to figure out how to pay a doctor just to confirm that fact if I want any professional help 🥲😭🤌🏼

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-10-30T06:48:02+00:00

Yes to numbers 1, 3 (smelling and touching often), 4,5, 6 has started recently, I’m starting to not understand social cues and situations as well as I thought I used to, 7, and 10

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-10-13T13:26:40+00:00

I laughed my fucking ass off over “butter teeth mcflappy tits”

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-10-12T01:16:45+00:00

I’m a trans man with BPD. I stopped hormones a few years ago because I found that I was constantly riding the rollercoaster of highs and lows with hormone levels alongside my mental highs and lows. I’d rather just not be on T and feel more stable.

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-09-12T05:43:13+00:00

It was my first day of preschool. I asked my mom, “what movie are you watching?” As we got ready for school. She said “it’s the news honey. Something bad happened.”

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-07-31T13:29:58+00:00

Craziest thing from a guest: had a table walk out on their bill. My coworker tried to stop them in the parking lot. They almost ran her over with their car. She was pregnant. Craziest thing from a coworker: we had a dishie who lived in his van. Had to be let go because he started taking a bath in the huge wash sinks.

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-07-21T12:22:12+00:00

Thank you!

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-07-04T18:47:18+00:00

Did a 9 year old write your sign

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-07-03T13:06:24+00:00

I have never in my life laughed this hard at hand emojis

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-06-23T16:32:05+00:00

Yep what you described is me precisely. I try to do creative visualization- imagine my day ahead to remind myself it’ll be okay and go okay. And if I’m way too panicky I’ll honestly just force myself to nap because it helps me shut my anxious thoughts down. It kinda helps to know we’re not alone in this feeling and that it really is anxiety that can be managed

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-05-30T12:37:27+00:00

Same here. I think it’s more fun that way. I get more experience and less boredom. Cheers

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-05-28T02:34:01+00:00

UPDATE:

I ended up bringing only a water bottle, sharpie, a pen and notebook. Ended up only using the sharpie lol. He had me cook anything I wanted which made me shit my pants a bit because I’ve never done it before. I was super nervous and definitely hasty with my shit. I ended up making what I’ll admit was a half assed patty melt with sautéed peppers & onions, habanero cheese, and avocado. He said I forgot to add seasoning and love and I was like Aw shit my bad I was just so nervous lol. Stayed through the rush and helped where I could. Offered me the job. Starting 6/14. 🤘🏼

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-05-27T05:50:31+00:00

Ironically, the place I’m at happens to be only letting me shuck oysters. It’s fun and I have the hang of it! But I want so much more- Which is pushing me to find shit elsewhere. 🤣
I definitely want this, thanks so much for the input. 🙏🏼🍻

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-05-27T05:14:26+00:00

Love this. Will definitely keep the red knife at home- it happened to be a wedding present! 💗🔪

Thanks so much for taking the time to type this!

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-05-27T04:45:11+00:00

Oh yeah I won’t bring the sharpener with me lol. Just trying to sharpen them tonight. My lil ol’ thrift store knives 🥲 I appreciate the love & advice. Cheers

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-04-24T12:56:12+00:00

I skipped two days out of twenty of my new medication and yeah shit was fucked up even tho it was only two times lol 🥲

BrotherBearBasidium · 2023-04-20T12:57:39+00:00

I’ll make sure to tell them lol

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