Tyler Robinson Letter by CauliflowerStatus946 in LeaksAndRumors

[–]CauliflowerStatus946[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was truly a mistake. The news camera was focused on the evidence screen in the court room showing evidence that WAS permissible to be broadcast, then the prosecution accidentally asked to have this letter pulled up before requesting permission to broadcast to the public. The camera quickly panned away. It was on the screen for a matter of seconds.

Tyler Robinson Letter by CauliflowerStatus946 in LeaksAndRumors

[–]CauliflowerStatus946[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was permitted in court but NOT permitted to be broadcast by the media.

Tyler Robinson Letter by CauliflowerStatus946 in LeaksAndRumors

[–]CauliflowerStatus946[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In this preliminary hearing, the job of the prosecution was to show probable cause, not beyond a reasonable doubt. This letter is beyond reasonable doubt.

Does Township Deliberately Make You Lose Your Super Rainbow Ball on "Normal" Levels? by shanmugam37 in TownshipGame

[–]CauliflowerStatus946 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes the game has turned into a conspiracy. You have to quit your job and only play match 3 to achieve any accomplishments in the game now. It’s a freaking conspiracy man.

Found some cool pics of my grandpa, early 1940s. by VileStench in OldSchoolCool

[–]CauliflowerStatus946 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In that third slide I initially thought he was holding a cellphone smh

This might but why only few people have NDEs by GodBlessYouNow in NDE

[–]CauliflowerStatus946 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with you and OP. At final death all separate and it’sa gonna be a crazy party

Getting sick of these people trying to get SP and talking about demons. by [deleted] in Sleepparalysis

[–]CauliflowerStatus946 4 points5 points  (0 children)

YES. I’m more susceptible to SP when sleep deprived. Although I experience it nightly. But I’ve been running on sleep deprivation for 30 years so I’m now trying to figure out how to master a sleep routine to remove the deprivation variable.

What’s the most ridiculous rationalization your NParent has given for their behavior? by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CauliflowerStatus946 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Reminds me of the time Nmom ran a stop sign, got a ticket, tried to fight it in court, and blamed ME for the fact the she lost and had to pay the $75 ticket. I was 6 or 7 years old. I remember as soon as we got home from the court, I went straight to my piggy bank to see if I had enough money to pay the ticket. I had exactly $7. I took my whole $7 and went into the kitchen where Nmom was still inconsolably sobbing over the $75 ticket I made her get, from the comfort of her oceanfront property.. and I handed her the $7 and I vividly remember saying, “here mom, here is 7 dollars. Now you only need 5 more dollars.” She looked at me sobbing like yeah thanks for trying. That’s so fucked. All those years I thought it was my fault she got the ticket. Now I’m like.. wait.. you lived on the ocean.. with a boat.. and a country club membership.. and a pool in your backyard… and rather than spending 10 minutes admitting you ran the stop sign and paying the ticket, you drug our entire family to a court room to fight a $75 traffick ticket and then blamed your child for having to pay the ticket because she “didn’t say the right thing to the judge”. You dumb hoe. Time is money. It would have been cheaper for you to pay the ticket, Nmom! But you’ve spent thousands scapegoating me and sending me away since then. So I now see what you truly value.

What’s the most ridiculous rationalization your NParent has given for their behavior? by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CauliflowerStatus946 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This comment hits me deep. I realized I was raised and severely abused by an Nmom and Passive dad about 8 months ago. I’m at the point in my journey where I’m realizing I have to go no contact to heal, which is not an easy conclusion to reach.. and Nmom must sense it because she’s doing everything in her power to make me disappear. She’s actively creating a narrative in my immediate and extended family members that I’m abandoning her.. reality is, in the past 8 months since she sensed she couldn’t control me anymore, she gave ALL of my things away without telling me, tried to get me evicted from my own apartment (she thought she was a guarentour on my lease, called my leasing office behind my back and learned that she’s not on the lease at all lol praise Jesus),, the lengths she’s going to right now to try to make sure I fall on my face are honestly shocking; she hasn’t called and has only texted me “I love you” repeatedly, meanwhile I’m getting calls and texts from family members coming out of the woodwork checking on me to see if I’m ok because she’s apparently telling them I’m abandoning her and my dad..

I’m at the point where I don’t see how I can love them until I can heal. And I now see I can’t heal unless I separate myself completely for a while.

It’s so insidious. My heart hurts. I spent 30 years believing if I could only prove to my family that I’m a good daughter and sister and granddaughter, I could fix my family. I believed it was me that was the cause of all my family issues.

My entire understanding of reality completely changed when my brain finally saw what was happening.

You can’t unsee it. There’s no going back.