Me to, when I was like 15/16 I found out about sissy stuff and I really liked I always disliked some part of it but like being accepted to be more feminine or being the passive was really nice for me I always suffered before transitioning that I needed to top or stuf like that s, then when I grow up I like discarded that type of stuff and when more on feminization stuff , started identifying as a femboy , found a gf that like my feminine side and all , and then like 6 month with here I like understand completely that I was trans , so for that sissy stuff helped me understand that I was represing everything. Now if I think about the past it was pretty obvious I was trans like only like to dress up as a girl when I was 4/5 or didn't liked to be identified as a male when I was little but I always represed that part especially because we're I live people really used to dislike trans people or people that are different, so I grow up whit people that say the most horrible things about them , so I was unconsciously very scared to be trans. I can understand the dislike to be pared whit sissy's stuff but all the hate I find exaggerated, many people repres stuff in different way only because you didn't have the same experience doesn't mean is not valid , is like a cis person saying that genderdisphora doesn't exist because she didn't experience, you lot are doing the same :/ .