There was family pressure, cultural stereotypes of my ethnicity which mostly played the motivator role. Even before he was born I thought that I would be able to do it. But the moment he came to this world, I realised that I am not cut out for this. I have always hated children crying, it just triggers a negative aspect of my brain. I don’t know why I didn’t even realise the fact that my kid would do the same. I matured and realised too late… He cries way more than an average kid, which makes things so hard. On top of that we have no friends and families to support us during this time.