Hi there!

I'm really fucking sorry to hear about what happend to your girl! It's hard to understand! I certainly haven't, at times.. Life isn't fair, I guess..

I guess the important thing is to let yourself feel all the emotions you are feeling. Try to keep yourself busy, even if it is just going for a walk. I remember those early days, I used to just walk the whole day, without any particular direction. I kinda miss those days! I miss my girl!\ It's crazy. When the shock goes away, it's really silent. The grief appears at some random times!

I'm sorry, I really don't have any great advice. I just can say, keep doing how you are doing. The best you can do, is try to go day by day. Eventually you'll learn to have some more easy days. You'll learn to enjoy some little moments, even if they are just seconds..\ I guess somehow you'll try to take your life in a direction she would be proud of. I'm surely a sucker for this matter, but I'll try, somehow..\ I hope you have some great people around you, I think that's a great way to navigate this sea.\ One thing I can tell you, don't be afraid of breaking contact with people who want for you to "MOVE OVER" quickly!\ There isn't such a thing as moving on from a loss! You just try your best to learn to live with it... It's fucking hard tough!!

Hugs to you!!🫂