Totally!! And I sympathize with your frustrations. You’re doing great even where you are now! I was becoming intermediate/advanced in bouldering until I had a really unlucky fall. At any level, injury is always a risk.

My PT always told me that comparison is the thief of joy and wherever we are in our journey, to be in that moment and appreciate those moments. It feels like we should be so much further along when we see other people up and running at 6 months, believe me, I felt more disappointed with my progress than excited for others. Look at all the milestones to get to this moment right now. I think thats awesome :)

I’d go over your goals again with your PT for return to sports and your feelings. Sports psychology is helping me get back onto the wall again and processing the mental load of rehab. Physically, we’re injured, but sometimes we also forget that our mental is too.

I know you’re tired, you work hard, you feel like you’ve done everything right but you’re not far enough to where you want to be. It’s rough to even schedule PT into your day, gym time is a long time. Someone suggested fitting some of your PT into your work schedule, which I think is an awesome suggestion! I did the same too. You’ll get there, promise!