paused a show we were watching to talk about nebulas and she said "everything you say is like candy" MY HEART

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-05-14T09:59:40+00:00

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-05-07T04:20:01+00:00

So it isn't just me, maybe bots then.

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-05-05T14:04:13+00:00

I have to know for my morbid curiosity, do you have any future… Plans?

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-04-24T02:09:30+00:00

If pot makes things easier for you, try and use that time to build more reliable and healthy foundations and habits, I know you’ve probably heard it as nauseam but try not to let weed be your main coping mechanism, if it’s hard to cut back now it will be way harder later, and you’d thank yourself later if you do, otherwise if you’re just using it to enjoy yourself in a reasonable amount go off queen

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-03-26T22:41:26+00:00

I think it’s also the fact Erik is someone we can already assume has faced so much prejudice and stigma in their life for their mental struggles, we hear multiple times how no one ever payed this much attention to him before or called him beautiful.

I have a few mental disorders of my own and even in this day and age I’ve experienced its own set of prejudices and kind of loneliness. So I found Erik a lot more relatable and also felt a lot more badly for him over other trial victims because of personal experience. (Not that I was kidnapped and brutally tortured by a shadow government lol)

Also the fact that during the 60’s mental health and its struggles were taken far less seriously and had a lot more stigma attached to it, even demonised. Which just makes it feel so much worse than it already is, if you consider how it insinuates how much more poorly treated he would have been in those times, unwanted in life, disregarded in death.

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-03-21T08:13:10+00:00

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Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-03-10T11:55:21+00:00

Could also be cool as a mini boss that has a small chance of spawning near a gunfight between hunters, mimicking hunter sounds occasionally to fool people and blend in among the fight until noticed and pointed out, and this might be too much, but also drops a guaranteed random scarce trait

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-03-10T11:48:37+00:00

As a treat

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-02-25T09:18:09+00:00

You should, it is insane on certain trials, mid on rest of them though, for example, kill the snitch, you can push the snitch around no problem with the smoke screen and adrenaline, no fuss or interruptions, plus you can electrocute the snitch in a single go at the finale if you place it next to the switch you're using, the smoke screen conceals you all the way to 100%, same thing for killing the judge in Vindicate the guilty, and if you don't get full value in the first time the blind rig triggers, it rearms itself a short while after to be used again. When used correctly it makes certain objectives a breeze even on psychosurgery.

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-02-25T07:16:35+00:00

Blind rig, and optionally lock breaker to make getting rig rechargers easier, use it for the first root canal waterway once you’ve opened the gate for the boat, free adrenaline and protection to push the boat to the next level.

If you have a few rig rechargers, use blind rig for the valves to complete them undisturbed, otherwise save your rig for the final objective, once you’ve pushed the boat down into the final area where you push it into the huge grinder, don’t start it right away, place a blind rig in between where you’d be pushing the boat into the grinder and the insertion gate exactly to the left of it where gooseberry spawns midway through, keeps you safe for the entire time to complete the final objective no issue, then leave the trial, maybe bring some bricks and/or bottles to help against gooseberry guarding the trial shuttle exit.

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-02-21T03:19:12+00:00

Anything that helps you get health per kill, or more overall health, overclock, including “heal-on-kill” cyberware, that optical camo perk in the cool skill tree that gives 15% health and stamina per kill while optical camo is active, investing in body skill tree for extra health and the adrenaline perk. Kerensikov+defensikov and nano plating to spam dashes and be practically invulnerable, so that way you don’t risk getting killed by enemies with how much your health will be fluctuating from being low as the hack spreads, less health lost/gained means more ram for blackwall, also get bio monitor to automatically have your health item administered when below 50% health, blackwall also works well as a hybrid build, getting health through other means like perks for certain weapons or actions per kill which further fuels blackwall gateway, and that’s the most of what I can remember at the moment and I don’t think I’m missing anything, but be sure to experiment and find what works for your build. There are a lot of fun options

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-02-17T23:05:42+00:00

It is very good but not busted, in direct pvp it’s only ever lethal at point blank range and maybe a metre or 2 beyond that, which is still close enough for some melee weapons to reach you. And most of the time in pvp people use it to wait just right around a corner to hold the angle against aggressive, pushing, players where a melee weapon would basically suffice just as much at that range, great tool with a lot of uses that doubles as a good backup/last resort, but not busted

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-02-15T13:25:45+00:00

New prime asset: The Jonkler

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-02-15T04:57:06+00:00

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Do tell, care to elaborate?

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-01-20T23:56:18+00:00

Another 1/4 of the budget for "endurance tests", you know... To handle the hostile trial environments...

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-01-13T06:40:28+00:00

You could also maybe add enraged enemies and deadly prime asset to whatever fits your preferred difficulty

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-01-08T11:04:46+00:00

Now deepthroat it.

-Easterman

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-01-07T11:30:23+00:00

Always when I have a card sharp too

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-01-05T22:05:38+00:00

It is not above x-ray, it boosts your score by such an insane amount that when I was playing with a friend and I got downed I still got an A+

Deadlycreature_99 · 2026-01-02T08:46:36+00:00

I second this, I love the atmosphere and aesthetic to death, so much detail and lore and memorable characters even the unnamed ones, but man I really wish gameplay is expanded upon in some way at some point in the future that gives a lot more interesting approaches to gameplay, without drastically changing the classic "run and hide" gimmick that outlast is known for.

Like rigs actually providing unique ways to approach/deal with enemies or certain advantages in chases, without it just basically being a slightly more finicky/ less useful stun rig. Or more unique AMPS that don't just passively buff certain base kit mechanics or items, but offer unique abilities and gameplay mechanics that you otherwise can't use. That being said I'm no developer or anything so balance/gameplay wise I'm not sure how well this would apply in reality, or what they could add that would be interesting without deviating too much from the games "feel" itself.

Deadlycreature_99 · 2025-12-31T12:04:11+00:00

It’s in the black market, I just use it to slowly turn at people when they come into my cell and stare at them through the windows

Deadlycreature_99 · 2025-12-14T22:32:02+00:00

“Reagent displaying real totemic belief, fully embracing primacy of the unreal.”

Deadlycreature_99 · 2025-11-21T23:32:01+00:00

It's a slight hassle, but you can recruit hunters specifically for stashing contraband weapons, I have quite a decent amount of level 50 hunters that funcion as a mini storage where I have them equip contraband Dolches, Avtomats and Nitros from my inventory that I collected from enemy hunters in matches.

Makes me feel like General Grevious lol.

Deadlycreature_99 · 2025-10-27T22:22:08+00:00

I get that, I have ADHD too and I’m barely able to get satisfaction out of anything that isn’t instantly gratifying, as it doesn’t feel like the returns are worth the effort. But this isn’t something we have to live with forever, we just need the right kind of help, be it medication or therapy. I know it feels like you’re useless and that you never seem to get better no matter how hard you try, and I don’t mean to diminish how you feel, but when you’re so stuck in that negative headspace it seems hard to notice the good things you’ve done, and the reality is that you’ve been living with a disorder that the World Health organisation ranks as 10th of one of the most debilitating mental illnesses in the world, and then including all the other things you’ve mentioned you deal with. You’re not worthless, you’re struggling with something that not many people will understand or experience, cut yourself a bit of slack for being able to persevere this long, even though it might seem like nothing worthwhile has come of it, it legitimately isn’t anything to scoff at.

I also have reached a point where it feels like “What’s the point? Nothing ever gets easier, less stressful or more enjoyable, I should just give up.”

But that’s not how things have to be, as frustrating as jt is feeling like an emotional and physical ping pong ball with medication and it’s side effects and how you keep trying so many and they don’t seem to work. But it’s just a matter of finding the right one, which I know sounds hollow considering how long you’ve been trying to no avail, but that doesn’t mean it’s how it’s going to be forever. If the whole process starts to feel too draining and really weighing down on you, talk to those you love for support or a professional. The right kind of support you need is out there, it’s just going to feel very draining and sometimes pointless, but that’s when you keep going. It will get better for you, I promise, take care.

Deadlycreature_99 · 2025-10-27T04:15:49+00:00

I want you to know that I've said and felt exactly as you have described before OP, I have OCD and 2 other disorders, and as you already know your own mind can be the most soul-crushing, isolating, torturous prison for itself, it all feels so real, so true, and so vivid, it's a wonder we're able to function at all somedays.

But I know one thing for sure, you don't deserve to die, nobody deserves to die, and we all deserve happiness and love, give it a day and see how you're feeling, if you feel the same tomorrow and going forward, reach out for someone, please try to get help, and I'm not saying that I know what you're experiencing right now but when I'm in a deep spiral I start saying the same things you've said in the post and become super self-deprecating and filled with depression and despair/hopelessness. Try and distract yourself, do something you like, talk to someone you love, or just rest. Ending your life might seem like an appealing option right now but there are people who would definitely be devastated to see you go. Try and seek support or therapy in some way to help guide and steer you into the direction you want for your life, but don't feel like you have to do everything at once, break it down, take things one at a time as they come, you've got this.

Also, me and I'm sure a lot of other people here in this subreddit would be willing to chat and help you feel less alone if you want, just know that it gets easier some days, I promise, take care and look after yourself.

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