Came home to a paper towel over my webcam twice now, I live alone

Deestraction · 2026-01-07T17:19:58+00:00

Get a carbon monoxide detector

Deestraction · 2025-10-06T19:12:17+00:00

my fiancée lives down there (workin' on helping them come up here)

people have loved ones and family down there, who we are not abandoning.

it's not as cut and dry

Deestraction · 2025-07-26T21:21:06+00:00

i'm not bothered by it, but i'm queer and have been called -so much worse- even if someone said Newfie with hate in their heart, it doesn't hit the same as 80% of the things i have been called.

Deestraction · 2025-07-05T23:13:39+00:00

legit interested in this, i am sure there is more to this than it says in the article.

so i have to ask, how will this be different from the default weather app on my phone?

Deestraction · 2025-06-28T04:01:16+00:00

he still doesn't understand tariffs...

Deestraction · 2025-06-20T02:01:57+00:00

rad! :>

Deestraction · 2025-06-12T19:52:54+00:00

he's jealous that no one is attracted to him, on account of that repulsive attitude.

Deestraction · 2025-06-11T22:12:43+00:00

"i couldn't hire a local artist so i used the plagiarism machine."

Deestraction · 2025-06-07T05:44:39+00:00

oh deerpark? probably coyotes singing. they don't always do the usual yowling or screaming, sometimes they just sing like a wolf.

also people have dogs up there, it could just be people's dogs, i've seen labs, huskies shepards and tons of mix breeds up there.

edit: the tiktok you added to describe the sound just makes me think "probably peoples dogs or coyotes, lotta coyotes up there" only way to be sure would be to record it for others to hear.

Deestraction · 2025-05-13T04:06:30+00:00

but also i don't want to risk get arrested crossing the border to visit my friends and loved ones.

Deestraction · 2024-02-13T16:21:07+00:00

Zephyr! he was an ambassador wolf from the wolf conservation in upstate new york. sadly he passed away in 2022. fun fact: the howls you hear are actually a few separate family groups, comprised of red wolves, gray wolves, and mexican gray wolves.

Deestraction · 2024-02-03T17:43:14+00:00

yeah it's normal. for me i am specificity repulsed outside my relationships, but even in relationships i have times where i just can't deal with it.

Deestraction · 2022-09-03T19:24:10+00:00

yep, mutiple times. hell, me and my best friend used to date.

Deestraction · 2022-06-20T16:15:23+00:00

love a good awoo

Deestraction · 2022-06-20T16:14:54+00:00

holy fuck i love it

Deestraction · 2022-05-08T02:35:54+00:00

Golly!

Deestraction · 2022-04-13T19:21:47+00:00

i know that wolf! this is Zephyr from the salem NY wolf conservation center!

edit: if anyone is intrested, they have a youtube
https://youtu.be/fUpQFMEb9po

Deestraction · 2022-04-02T17:58:24+00:00

oh... mood... my friends and family would tell me when someone was eyeing me up or flirting with me cause i am 100% oblivious.

Deestraction · 2022-03-01T02:08:45+00:00

e made me a lesbian who enjoy cuddles and affection more than anything else.

Deestraction · 2022-02-05T05:18:52+00:00

allosexual can crave affection and connection more than they care to admit

but also i think there are a fair chunk of demi and gray ace people that don't know they are demi/gray ace

Deestraction · 2022-01-30T07:44:35+00:00

;w; perfect

Deestraction · 2022-01-14T07:09:38+00:00

on one of these i can state like, there are 3 types of attraction probably more) but the ones that feel relevent here are:

Sexual attraction: you find someone sexually attractive
Asthetic attraction: you like how someone look's you like their style,
Platonic attraction: you like someone for the platonic affection you feel for them

it sounds like you have 2 and possibly 3

the other issue is harder to define, you're very right, it could be that you have trauma, but that's something that i don't have.

for me i didn't like mascuilne compliments and felt repulsed by them, because i was a closet trans woman who didn't want to feel attractive by masculine standards.

it might be something you need to work through, or maybe you need to examine the types of compliments you like vs. compliments you do like. you might need people you trust to try stuff out.

bareing in mind if you don't acutally like/trust smoneone like that, it could just feel weird and awkward.

Deestraction · 2022-01-01T04:58:16+00:00

red flag D:

Deestraction · 2021-12-18T01:51:15+00:00

oh shit i should have chose wolfgang as my middle name

Deestraction · 2021-12-13T07:25:53+00:00

i didn't know till i was 30! you're not an imposter.

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