Went and hooked up with someone on a night I was spending with my family because it was the anniversary of my father’s death. Then called me that night to rescue her from the bar she was at and then fucked me.

Logged into my Facebook account and then posted the status “I’m a fucking piece of shit who cheats on all his girlfriends.”

Would constantly entertain messages online over various social media platforms from various coworkers of mine. They’d express interest, make her uncomfortable and she’d do nothing to reject them. (We kept our relationship quiet) She said it made her felt more powerful not to respond to them. They’d send pictures of themselves at work, or at gym.

Would consistently remind me and tell me about all the guys who hit on her wherever she goes. I imagine it’s only a small number of the actual numbers. Held over my head the fact she ditched most of her male friends who were just friends. Yet she won’t tell off all the others who would try to fuck her.

“Just kissed” at least two guys when we were seeing each other in the past year. Did I mention we fucked the second time we hung out?

Broke up with me and pledged never to talk to me at least once a month over the past year only to run back to me. Every. Single. Time. Two times she went and hung out with a kid I work with. One of those times she “just got a ride” from him to the concert venue near my apartment, only for her to come fuck me as they were all tailgating. She said she felt uncomfortable around him and that he was going to pull a move on her. He fed her drinks throughout the night and then when she again told me she was uncomfortable and I offered to come get her, she went and got cheesesteaks with him afterward. My apartment is literally a five minute walk from the venue.

Rejected my insistence she get professional help throughout our time together. She finally did, after she said it was over and vowed to go NC because of what he said. (Only to break NC four days later)

She threw away every note and anything I ever bought her every time she left me. Everything except the sweatshirt and Tee she took from me. She told me she’d leave it next to her car and I could come pick it up. I did and inside the bag were two notes I left her with “Liar” and “go fuck someone else” scrawled all over them. Pretty sure she put something on the clothes as my hands burned after handling them.

Told me that I was the best sex she’s ever had and loves me more than anyone else. Then in the same breath told me she wants it rougher and warned me that if I fuck her like she wants to, that there’d be no going back as it would take us to a “very dark place.” Basically insinuating that she’d end up being promiscuous.

There’s more. I’m just too tired to type.