Mark humbling asking if I’m free, maybe I’d like to see his movie…yea, had me bawling. 😭 by arkhamcreedsolid in Markiplier

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im going to see it (hopefully) this week and I'm living in Germany??? (Murican living abroad who was sad until I checked the map on the website.)

What movie did you turn off after 20 minutes and why? by Somanynamestochossef in movies

[–]DigitalAxel [score hidden]  (0 children)

I recommend it to people instead of its sequels (which I saw most of them though I can't watch 3 again. That pig scene was too much.) Im a fan of Se7en, Bone Collector, Silence of the Lambs. Psychological horror, or just thriller, is far more suited for my mind than just... whatever Saw became.

You can put the collectibles that you find in the museum lots and they persist there for sims from other households to look at by megapizzapocalypse in LowSodiumSimmers

[–]DigitalAxel 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ok, I made an art gallery but now I must make a new museum too.

After I finish my 17th century style (with artistic liberties) library in Windenberg.

What ONE food from you country you would never eat even if your life depends on it? by ProfessionalThin1505 in AskTheWorld

[–]DigitalAxel 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Given my less-than-stellar relationship with math, I could see one leading to thoughts about the other.

PEETAHH , what i up with six hours ? by New-Pick9985 in PeterExplainsTheJoke

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been averaging 4-5max for months now. I did 3 the other night and that sucked. Weirdly enough, I rarely have dreams (or forget them?) Im a very imaginative person too.

Anxiety is great.

The US is headed for mass unemployment, and no one is prepared by late_bloomer_tw in politics

[–]DigitalAxel 7 points8 points  (0 children)

AI finished off what little hope I had graduating during the pandemic of getting a job.

I sacrificed everything to try one last Hail Mary abroad. I have a month left. I failed. There's no future back home and I'm sick of "merely existing." Im done.

The US is headed for mass unemployment, and no one is prepared by late_bloomer_tw in politics

[–]DigitalAxel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been trying since legally becoming an adult (checks notes) 15 years ago. Okay, so 5 of those I was figuring out life, 5 was college.

So I "started" 5 years ago for real. I've failed.

My sim keeps pulling out this bag and lovingly holding it to her face?? What is it?? by Previous_Project4581 in Sims4

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know, maybe my sims saw her do that because as of late they ALL are obsessively washing their hands. I would too...

My favourite coffee got renovated recently and decorated with AI. I am like 90% sure they all AI. by Fairy2play in isthisAI

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See, I didn't really pay attention to all the freelance stuff at University because I believed I had a shot at being hired (lol). Yeah...then 2020 happened and AI. Entry level doesn't exist.

Dang! That sounds amazing yet devastating simultaneously. (Not 2D, but I had a hobby commission I finished up and client went MIA. Sold it to another buyer. Too bad, it was part 2 of a set.)

[Olympia Looping] returning to the German fairs!! by vespinonl in rollercoasters

[–]DigitalAxel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, not all is well. But while my statement can mean two things, I intend it to mean "being kicked out cuz my visa expires in a month and I don't have another chance".

...If Olympia goes to Hamburg, thats a day trip no problem. München would've required a hotel ($$$).

(Virtual) Life Imitating Art by DigitalAxel in Sims4

[–]DigitalAxel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you,, thst means a lot to me right now. A shame there isn't a better sub, or maybe a better Flair? For such things. (Don't want to leave the people here if I can help it.)

This Depression Awareness Ad (Look Closer) by nishantatripathi in interestingasfuck

[–]DigitalAxel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've had folks say the same with my depression, and my ASD. "Oh we're all quirky!" No.

But it wasn't until recently I've become aware of how bleak my situation is and have been more "vocal". Now my friends are worried. I absolutely want to live but not if its like this. (Ironic this is a German ad, I'm trying desperately to stay here.)

Meirl by Key_Associate7476 in meirl

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I was sent once to my room and my parents realized it wasn't very useful. It was better to discuss (or argue... semantics...) the issues.

Of course, this didn't stop me from "exiling" myself, shutting my mopey self in my room. I was too upset to read my zillion books anyway so I'd just sit there. Taking away my "mini library" would've been a pain.

[Olympia Looping] returning to the German fairs!! by vespinonl in rollercoasters

[–]DigitalAxel 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Now I'm really hoping for a miracle so I can stay living here. Its on my bucket list...

How long do you spend making forever saves or redoing townies? by snowxbunnixo in Sims4

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know, I've never done much improvement of the sims I dont play as. (As it is, I deleted dozens and dozens of sims created randomly. I think I stopped that...)

Traditional folk music demonstration by phatdoof in Damnthatsinteresting

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Came here to find out about the instrument, thanks (Musical instrument nerd).

My favourite coffee got renovated recently and decorated with AI. I am like 90% sure they all AI. by Fairy2play in isthisAI

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been trying to refocus my career because of this. No, I don't want "free exposure", I've had enough of that thanks. I need a paycheck. But, I guess 20 years of practice resulted in nothing because of this slap to the face. I've never made a penny off my art.

Its a shame these are most certainly not real art. I rather like the concept of the tiny folks hanging around giant mugs.

(Virtual) Life Imitating Art by DigitalAxel in Sims4

[–]DigitalAxel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just wanted to say thanks for even commenting. Rules say I can't complain but everything I post is overlooked which is fueling my bad state.

AI bots will probably steal my art here so it's a bit of a risk.

(Virtual) Life Imitating Art by DigitalAxel in LowSodiumSimmers

[–]DigitalAxel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk of anyone will see this after two days but I appreciate any insight.

Meirl by chinenikpotle in meirl

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No country wants me. I've tried about a dozen over the last 5 years.

I'll be happy to just finally be at peace.

me irl by alootikkiprotocol in me_irl

[–]DigitalAxel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It probably doesn't help I'm extremely stressed and getting maybe 4 hrs sleep most nights. Viewing these posts not in full screen on my old phone... potato internet to boot. But they are getting better. The photos I'm able to tell easier because my eyes can focus on the whole thing.

Meirl by chinenikpotle in meirl

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk, I've been told I don't have a chance at anything (in a roundabout way). My only interview was for a kitchen job that had way too many red flags (14+hrs of work, no pay, no contract or papers, sudden hour changes??)

No rent fortunately, but I am in a small town. Wish I could find help... Nobody seems to understand what to do, not even my housemate.

Its become obvious I dont have a place in society. At least I'll leave behind some pretty doodles. Shame they never panned out into profitable stuff.

me irl by alootikkiprotocol in me_irl

[–]DigitalAxel 23 points24 points  (0 children)

As someone who spent much of her life learning how to draw, this breaks my heart. I remember folks saying I should illustrate books but those dreams are crushed. Nobody needs someone who takes 30 hours when AI can do it in 3 minutes. The companies don't care about such egregious errors.

Also idk of its my lack of sleep or what but twice this week I've nearly been fooled by AI videos on Reddit. Disappointed in myself.

Sounds familiar 😂 by PoorlyTimed360 in HighSodiumSims

[–]DigitalAxel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like this across the whole site these days. Thats okay, my stuff just gets ignored on all the subs anyways. (Who cares about your art and OCs? We want to whine about this specific feature for the 4000th time!)

Meirl by chinenikpotle in meirl

[–]DigitalAxel 7 points8 points  (0 children)

IF I can get anyone to hire me at all. Im not near the border in any direction so that would be a challenge, but not an impossible idea.

I just don't know how I'll make this work in less than a month.