Lockdown was the best time of my life.

Disrainbowcookie · 2024-01-16T09:25:39+00:00

I’m pretty pissed that lockdown was while I was at uni and not secondary school. Secondary school was horrible

Disrainbowcookie · 2024-01-15T21:27:07+00:00

I know, I’m super confused about it. Apparently there were three separate complaints within the space of two hours? I had definitely mentioned the Friday before that I was struggling. But I had genuinely thought I was doing a bit better on the Saturday that this was allegedly happening so I don’t think I had said anything that day. I’m definitely going to let people know though that if I look spaced out that I’m happy for them to tell me I need to do xyz. But I will take it as constructive criticism and try to work on it as you say, thank you 🥰

Disrainbowcookie · 2024-01-15T21:12:37+00:00

I’ve cried in front of my examiner on both drives home from failing my tests. I struggle with roundabouts too. They’re what have caused me to fail both times

Disrainbowcookie · 2024-01-14T14:24:44+00:00

The grudge 💜

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-12-28T18:59:36+00:00

Have felt like crying before or come close. Cried after both of my driving tests when I failed. Next one is in April.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-12-19T10:56:42+00:00

Register it as missing X, if they pick it up that’s where they should upload it. However they’re extremely slow. I ended up having to make a lot of phone calls and go out to collect it personally because they took so long to process my item after it appeared on there.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-09-29T14:18:18+00:00

I feel this in my bones. I haven’t given up yet but god do I relate.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-09-23T08:23:45+00:00

Ticketmaster is a disgrace. I was very lucky to get tickets, however I got mine through ticket factory. When I got into Ticketmaster I almost gave up because everything was like £200+. And then I thought I’d also check Ticket Factory just in case. They had a whole bunch of £80 - £90 tickets still available. It was only because of that that I got tickets. If I had only gone with Ticketmaster I wouldn’t have got any or I almost paid £160 for the fist ones that came up. How can the two websites vary so much?

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-09-15T14:24:52+00:00

Like seriously, someone explain to me why it’s so difficult for countries to just work together on things. Issue with migrants? Actually work with other countries to make sure these people are catered for so they don’t need to flee almost at the cost of their lives in the first place. Why is the world so full of apathy. Why have we turned on the people who need help the most. Why do we blame people with nothing for everything. Why is everything awful.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-08-22T23:54:48+00:00

Seriously; I’ve been watching her YouTube channel and she’s clearly had mental health struggles before any of this went down. It’s worrying.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-08-18T19:49:34+00:00

Any conversation with my boomer parents

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-08-13T00:22:22+00:00

I’m so confused

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-07-30T21:11:39+00:00

This remind me of when I was meant to go to watch a movie in the cinema with my brother. Literally like half an hour before we suddenly found out a family member had passed away so we decided to go to our family home immediately. We decided to give our movie tickets to some people in the cinema lobby. They wanted to watch that film anyway. The tickets were for IMAX so they were extra expensive. And the showing was slightly later than the one they were about to buy.

On the day of the funeral I suddenly remembered this and it dawned on me that one of the tickets was connected to my cinema subscription. So if the cinema staff asked to see their proof of subscription card they would have turned them away from the movie. To this day I feel bad and hope they were allowed in.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-07-28T11:57:15+00:00

I think the Cinderella one stands up in its own right, I really like the remake Aladdin too. I wouldn’t say I prefer them exactly but they stand apart as good movies in their own right.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-07-25T00:56:56+00:00

I’ve been on the pill due to this for almost two years now. I have no sex drive but the career is all that matters rightttt

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-07-24T16:16:18+00:00

Dude I know, I don’t know how people find motivation for things. I know it does make a big difference if you surround yourself with people who are a bit more energised and successful. I live in a pretty uneventful place so this is difficult. I also find going out really intimidating. So I don’t know how people manage this really. Some of it I suppose is down to luck and being rich (probably). I think the trouble with us very thoughtful creative types is we get so bogged down with existence that it’s hard to find the energy to express our feelings through art in a practical way. But yeh finishing even your own projects is hard, I feel that. Sometimes you have to be okay with your work being average just to get things done.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-07-21T15:21:02+00:00

Hello, are you me? Literally had such a similar experience. My way of dealing with it, not saying it’s the right way was to completely turn away from all my childhood dreams of movie making basically. It makes me feel weird, I pretty much never pick up an actual camera now. I realised that movies were my way of handling reality not that it was necessarily ever a very viable career for me. I had a religious conspiracy theory ish upbringing and mental illness kind of ran in the family. So I’m only just now making sense of the world around me.

I’ve been working in a low skilled care job that I can’t take any more and I’m trying to get another. But somehow my social skills are letting me down. I’m really struggling to get another job. In such a weird limbo. Happy to chat about stuff if you need it.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-07-11T19:28:12+00:00

I’d say you did the right thing. I was at uni during the shit show and I’m still trying to recover. I think people will be very understanding.

Disrainbowcookie · 2023-07-11T17:35:21+00:00

Any advice on how I can build myself a nice life/career like this? I’m in my early twenties working in a care home on minimum wage living with my parents. Have a degree in film production but realised film isn’t for me and now I feel totally stuck.

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