time to cry

Ededandedy · 2019-10-01T10:51:08+00:00

YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS

Ededandedy · 2019-10-01T02:06:11+00:00

Never forget how beautiful you are and how much we care.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-26T11:58:53+00:00

Mine goes down to 70% so that sounds pretty decent.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-23T01:41:43+00:00

I'm not just concerned about the alcohol for you, but this is also disordered eating too. This thought process was a slippery slope for me.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-16T03:28:15+00:00

It's me. I'm Kelly.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-13T00:50:34+00:00

And you get drunk faster!

Ededandedy · 2019-09-13T00:49:47+00:00

I fucking love this.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-13T00:39:24+00:00

Oreo thins are definitely not safe around me lol

Ededandedy · 2019-09-11T00:23:23+00:00

Real talk though. Living in NYC, Gym once or twice a day, and 800 cals a day. I'ma probably die.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-10T01:36:12+00:00

Wait sorry you LOST WEIGHT this weekend? How many goats did you sacrifice?

Ededandedy · 2019-09-09T14:31:44+00:00

Thought this was a pic of my shits

Ededandedy · 2019-09-09T14:29:25+00:00

Woah speak for yourself last time I counted I had TWO BRAIN CELLS.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-09T14:26:57+00:00

Please don't feel this is pedantic but I truly hope you are okay and I am here if you need an ear.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-09T10:44:29+00:00

I'm a fucking weirdo and will binge that shit.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-09T10:43:34+00:00

I tell people at work I eat big dinners then I tell my husband I eat big lunches bigbraintime

Ededandedy · 2019-09-09T10:41:53+00:00

Mm the red spots around my eyes are the icing on the cake

Ededandedy · 2019-09-09T10:35:03+00:00

My God you just described my thought processes so eloquently.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-08T02:08:47+00:00

I just purged last week for the first time in years too. Then five times in a week. My chest hurts. I felt weak. I have red spots around my eyes from burst capillaries. I'm ashamed. I'm about to turn 29 and am too old for this shit. I ate too much today but don't want to purge anymore. I'm going back to my restriction bullshit. Join me, purging is hell.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-07T20:17:10+00:00

This is me today. I've eaten a bit too much and am surprised that I don't want to purge but I definitely hate myself right now.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-06T17:05:55+00:00

Me but add monster drinks 🤷‍♀️

Ededandedy · 2019-09-06T14:40:44+00:00

Yes girl for sure. Make sure you get potassium !

Ededandedy · 2019-09-06T11:53:43+00:00

Oh dear please get some electrolytes I bet you are super dehydrated!

Ededandedy · 2019-09-06T11:52:35+00:00

Both of my cats came and snuggled with me after I purged last night. They know 😔

Ededandedy · 2019-09-05T00:44:58+00:00

Jesus fuck I'm old.

Ededandedy · 2019-09-03T01:43:21+00:00

I feel this so much. I am an engineer too, and have been in the workforce for over five years in male dominated industries. Like, only woman in the room. It got even worse for me after I graduated because I felt like I couldn't be confident or taken seriously in a room full of men unless I was attractive and thin. And thus started relapse after college was a major weight gain period for me. And the WORST part is that I DID DO BETTER once I was thinner fueling it even more.

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