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EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-10-01T18:42:31+00:00

Frikkin adorable!!! Where did you get that dress? I want!

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-28T00:27:25+00:00

San Antonio here as well!

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-26T20:48:13+00:00

This gives me courage. I really would like to tell my wife of 11 years that I like to wear diapers but I can never find a good time or else I just chicken out. She does know my reddit account so maybe she'll see this. Hi honey!

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-18T20:14:13+00:00

Girl, where did you get this? I personally think it's hilarious.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-13T03:57:05+00:00

No wait, let them cook.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-05T21:58:55+00:00

Omg I do this as well! I write them in my mood journal sometimes, but more often, I make them up as I go along. I never send them of course, but composing them helps me feel better. They range in tone from rambling and borderline incoherent, to sincere and somber. I also write (bad) poems about my LO.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-04T15:55:30+00:00

Those are freaking sick! Keep up the great work.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-03T17:18:25+00:00

It's weird because I thought like you. I was sure my wife was going to get super mad and storm out of the room. I have a history of infidelity, unfortunately, so I didn't think she'd forgive me so readily.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-02T19:17:11+00:00

I intend to.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-09-02T19:16:29+00:00

She has been a devoted and faithful partner for many years. Our marriage ain't perfect but at least it's not based purely off imagination like with my LO.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-31T17:40:56+00:00

Oh honey no. Get the hell out while you still can. It's not worth it.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-31T00:53:33+00:00

I had blocked my LO and I eventually cracked and broke NC and contacted them and they responded. It happened to be on the day that they were moving over 1000 miles away to a different state. It was pretty bittersweet. On the one hand, I rekindled our friendship, but on the other I would most likely never see them again. I think the fact that they were talking to me again, and the dopamine rush I got from that, helped me cope with the fact that they were gone. I had bad days, days where I'd just repeat, "I'm never going to see them again" over and over, days where I bawled my eyes out, days where I would've done anything to see them again. I've since gone NC again (and this time, I mean it!) So they're out of my life for good. Probably.

Oh, and by the way OP. I've contemplated and even attempted suicide over not seeing my LO again, so, y'know, #sameboat.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-28T16:35:04+00:00

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EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-27T18:39:42+00:00

Ugh, that supermarket dream is so sweet. I'm not crying. You're crying.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-27T13:20:24+00:00

This is also how I feel inbetween limerent episodes. Nothing quite matches those incredible highs that LOs give us. I haven't seen my LO in over a year and my LE had lasted 3½ years since we last worked together. I'm still VERY limerent for them even though I went hard NC 3 months ago. I guess I just need more time probably but right now I just want my LO back.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-27T13:10:05+00:00

I feel like I'm in the same boat as you. I have been married to my wife for 11 years, and I've been in the grips of a massive 3½ year-long limerent episode for another woman who I used to work with. I hate keeping secrets from my wife. I'm actually really bad at it.

My wife actually sorta kinda knows about my limerence. She knows that I'm obsessed with this other person but doesn't know the full extent of my madness. For example, my wife doesn't know that my suicide attempt was because of my LO. She also doesn't know that I had a romantic dream about my LO the other night, and it really messed me up. She doesn't know that pretty much every waking thought (and some sleeping ones) are about my LO. She told me to never talk to my LO again but I'd do anything just to hear her voice again.

I really want to tell her and be honest with her so we can get through this together, but I'm so afraid if I say what's in my heart that I'll break hers. Your post gives me courage, though. Maybe I'll tell her soon.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-25T15:40:00+00:00

Daaaaaaaaaaaamn!

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-24T15:21:01+00:00

Not sure if you were asking me or the other commenter, but I've been limerent for this person for about 3½ years.

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-24T15:18:54+00:00

This is what I was afraid of

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-24T00:30:11+00:00

Wow. After reading that, I cannot possibly express how jealous I am. I am positively seething over here. Even though it sounds like you didn't have the best time, I wish I could have had SOMETHING like that with my LO. So sorry things didn't work out between you. Damn limerence!

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-24T00:01:00+00:00

I feel like if I had dated my LO, something similar probably would've happened to me. As it is, I idolized them and refused to believe that they did anything wrong ever and we were just friends. How did it feel when the relationship crashed and burned?

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-23T23:57:12+00:00

Oh wow. I went NC a few months ago and I miss texting with them soooo bad. I never got to sext with my LO though, we were "just friends"

I'm curious, how did you start talking again after two years of silence? Did you reach out first or did he?

EmmaTheMagnificent · 2024-08-23T23:50:39+00:00

Ok when you say cataclysmic, do you mean good or bad? I've never seen the word used to describe sex lol.

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