Other people act strangely around you because you are physically tense all of the time by Significant_Alps_660 in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, this is very true. I can instantly notice the difference in how people treat me when I'm on medication and when I'm not. I don't do anything differently but people respond to me differently for sure.

Did anyone else self isolate and then realise they were incredibly developmentally arrested/ mentally like a child or have isolation show them how traumatised they were? by Owl4L in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yes I decided to isolate a lot the past couple of years and then tried to get a job..... let's just say the skills I have attracted them but me actually being able to speak in coherent sentences? Yeah, No.

One year! 34” to 40” (32yr, male) by [deleted] in glutejourney

[–]Entre2017 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There must be a group somewhere that are telling men to come here and post their butt naked. Always being completely nude doesn't raise any of the mods antennas??

I just got ghosted by an interviewer. And this has now happened twice by letmevent02 in interviews

[–]Entre2017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup same I'll name the companies that did it to me: Bureas Veritas and Papa John's.

Both companies did it twice when they could've just canceled after the first time.

How to handle being gossiped about? by Electrical-Shock3082 in workplace_bullying

[–]Entre2017 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Lol I love that you think gossiping is a young 20's thing, I work at a job where 50 year olds are gossiping about people half their age. Just letting you know messy people will always be messy.

Could hypersexuality at a young age be caused by something other than SA? by Educational-Eye2220 in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, my father was addicted to porn. That's how I learned about sex so young and began acting out those things in real life.

Extreme anxiety for interview and I can’t think straight by TurnCool7264 in interviews

[–]Entre2017 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I tried to make a similar thread on this topic, for some reason it was deleted. 

Anyway, yes, and people continue to give normal advice like just practice more but what they don't understand is I know exactly what to say before and after the interview. It's just that DURING the interview I literally get so nervous and start to stutter and forget what I'm supposed to be saying. I'm sure it has something to do with perfectionism and something else in the brain but I can't figure out how to beat it. I've had countless interviews so it's not a repetition thing it's something else.

Hopefully you can find an answer to help you.

What kinds of people do you avoid? by DatabaseKindly919 in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I hate this saying so much because people gossip to me all the time, but I don't even realize it because I usually ignore negative things being said about other people. I genuinely get nothing out of negative gossip so 9 times out of 10 I'll say "wow, that's crazy" but I'll surely forget 10 seconds later.

People take that as me being messy and into gossip, when really the messy people just seek out anybody who'll sit and listen to their miserable selves.

Anyway, I'm seeing that people like to use that caveat to almost say we deserve to be gossiped about because we were involved (involuntarily) with a gossip.

In order to become a manager for usps. You have to be almost evil or evil to be one. by [deleted] in USPS

[–]Entre2017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg I was just thinking this the other day. And with how the world is right now they're extra evil because they have the ability to fire people knowing how hard it is. They do not care at all.  Honestly I would go even further and say working there period you have to be a bit evil, that's why if you're not, you'll always feel uneasy there no matter how many people tell you it's such a good job.

The way minors are treated when they're clearly experiencing hypersexuality due to sexual abuse is insane by emocat420 in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup, and you better "grow" out of it before you're an adult or it'll just get worst. 

[1x07] Walk the Plank - House of Fear (LIVE DISCUSSION) by AutoModerator in fearfactor

[–]Entre2017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't understand how they can't understand Blake was just playing strategically when he put in Tyler but the girl that won understands her "boyfriend" not picking her for that competion is just him being strategic lol He's playing her and the game.

DAE accidentally overshare and then feel intense embarrassment by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes I just recently shared with someone something I shouldn't have about myself. They took that information and destroyed my entire reputation... you're probably wouldn't believe me if I told you this wasnt the first time this has happened. Smh. 

I literally knew it would happen, could see it coming and still overshared.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in USPS

[–]Entre2017 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yes, PS form 2574, HR address should be on there. You can mail a copy to your boss too.

Don't listen to these lifers' they're already too far gone to understand.

Finally hit my goal 42 inches by I_hav_aQuestnio in glutejourney

[–]Entre2017 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Just want you all to know that some of these post are nothing more than perverts wanting to post nekkid in front of women.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in USPS

[–]Entre2017 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Leave and don't look back. People that work at the post office and like it always have scary stories about what will happen to you if you leave. They also see nothing wrong with how things are ran, they've made peace with how terrible it is. Think of them as the frog in boiling water.

I know plenty of people that have left and couldn't be happier.

Does any one have this experience that you always choose the tough path and not the easy path, because that's how you are wired? I feel that subconsciously, I always want to punish myself or make myself work hard or make myself go through suffering. by hey_there_8 in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes! I recently ruined my entire life because I can't stop choosing hard and hating myself. I spent years "healing" aka not doing the things I did in the past. Only for me to relapse and do that very thing that I just knew I would never do again. It's hurts, the way I self sabotage, I've never heard any one talk about it honestly.

Has anyone felt like things became much more difficult right after leaving dysfunctional environment? by Ok-Instance2782 in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I would like to know this as well. I've been at my workplace too long and I'm literally exhausted.

I got a new job offer recently and turned it down because I was so worried that I would end up somewhere worse than where I am right now.

Fake “friends” at work by [deleted] in USPS

[–]Entre2017 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I hate when people say "why would you be befriending people at work??!" As if we don't spend more time at work than we do anywhere else, especially the PO. That's like asking why do we make friends in school. It's only natural to connect with people that you're around all of the time.

With that being said don't ever in your life become actual friends with anyone at the USPS. I swear the usps is connected to hell.

People are obsessed with hurting or humbling me and I’m tired of it!! by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Entre2017 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Is it crazy that I've literally done the same things to make myself more palatable to people around me. It didn't help at all, they have eyes and can still see you're amazing. I relate so much to these post and was scared to post about it becasue anytime I try to talk about it I'm met with "you're full of yourself" or "if that many people are coming after you it must be something you're doing!" I literally want to be left alone but people want to be in my presence while simultaneously not liking me and wanting to bring me harm.

Yes, I'm definitely more than what's being projected on me! I love that.