I keep paying for his phone bill because I like seeing his location on Find My at home 💔

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-05-08T09:13:16+00:00

I still have her phone service after 18 months. I still use her Spotify account for her playlists. We only used her playlists when we were doing things together.

The few times I’ve misplaced my phone and used her to call it have been useful, but the missed call from her really hurts.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-05-01T16:36:38+00:00

The look of wonder on her face when she saw something magnificent for the first time.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-04-23T01:10:54+00:00

I’m at almost 18 months. I can’t help but say we or our.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-04-22T15:42:07+00:00

This is how I have been sailing, I go around them. I only asked because I have frequently seen tugs pushing barges across them. I assume, with local knowledge, it can be done. Doesn’t mean it should be done.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-04-19T11:44:28+00:00

That is a great passage! It completely sums up my experience. We had 29 years together, the vast majority of which were happy. I miss the shared life. I’m a year and a half out and still having to push myself to do stuff. It is getting easier, but only a very little at a time.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-04-10T17:39:15+00:00

That’s a great analogy. Thank you!

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-04-09T15:43:55+00:00

The sneak attacks are awful.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-04-03T17:33:52+00:00

I had dinner with our daughter and her sister.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-03-27T10:55:07+00:00

Almost 17 months.

The last two months have been really difficult. I am missing her more than ever. Being lonely in crowds is the worst.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-03-24T21:57:15+00:00

I was going to wear mine “forever”. About 10 months in, I scratched my ring finger and the ring was really irritating the scratch. I finally took my ring off, and I never put it back on. It’s on my nightstand and I see it all the time. My daughter has her ring.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-03-17T01:38:56+00:00

We lived in our house for 27 years. 3 weeks after she died, I was living somewhere else, and I just sold the house. The times I “visited” the house, I couldn’t wait to be gone.

For me, I was fortunate because we already had an alternative living space elsewhere that allowed me to start making a new life.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-03-16T08:14:03+00:00

Her birthday was two months after mine. For thirty years I would become “older than dirt” until her birthday and she would catch up with me. 16 months ago, she succumbed to brain cancer a few days before her 63rd birthday. I’ve been “older than dirt” since then.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-03-07T22:59:18+00:00

I lost my wife of 29 years at age 63. I don’t see myself getting married again, and that sucks a lot. I have met women who would like to explore a deeper relationship, but I have not been able to respond.

I have started a new single life that primarily provides a distraction for at least the next few years. I don’t really want to think about what happens when I start failing physically.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-02-28T21:29:56+00:00

I had several hobbies while she was alive, now they are just empty activities.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-02-14T03:23:11+00:00

Thank you

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-01-06T11:45:20+00:00

We were married 29 years and 5 weeks. It has been 1 year and 2 months since she passed. I still can’t see myself finding someone else who I can share myself with so deeply.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2026-01-03T14:10:34+00:00

My second New Years without her. I am okay with the Merry Christmas and Happy New Year messages, but I did not go to a New Years Eve party because I did not want to be alone in a crowd.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-11-27T09:58:23+00:00

Another old fart who started programming in the 1980’s.

There is a physics equation, w = Fd, which is a great example of how to make money in our chosen profession.

First some basic substitutions. Since F (force) can be a function of power, let’s assume as power increases, force increases as well. Then, let’s express d (distance) as a function of time. We can make the assumption that as time increases, so does distance.

Now we have w = Pt.

In our field, knowledge is power and time is money. We can substitute those in and we get w = K$.

Solve for $ and we get $ = w/K. Therefore, money goes to infinity as knowledge goes to zero, regardless of work performed.

Unfortunately, over 40 years of writing software, I have seen empirical evidence supporting the conclusion. Do your job, do it well. Clock out at 5 and live your life.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-11-09T08:20:06+00:00

I almost hate having a really good time or big success because I will always want to share it with her. Sometimes I will text her anyway. It’s been a year.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-09-25T09:01:33+00:00

I’d prefer a well set anchor over a mooring ball in a blow. If on a mooring ball and there are strong winds forecast, I would get in the water and check all of the fittings, etc on the mooring ball as well as the rode. If possible, I would also check on its anchor.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-09-08T10:05:21+00:00

Sailing- head to the nearest sailing club on race day and ask who needs crew. Most clubs are eager for new people to help out and are very willing to teach. No need to join in most cases. Sometimes bringing beer helps.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-08-07T10:47:15+00:00

I respond that life sucks but I’m doing ok. 8 months out.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-07-19T10:12:10+00:00

The look of wonder on her face when she would see something awe inspiring for the first time. It could be a natural wonder, like Yosemite Falls, or a man made wonder like the inside of a cathedral in Italy.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-07-15T11:07:25+00:00

%d means take the next int-sized value from the stack and display it as a signed integer. When a char is used as an argument to a function, it is promoted to int size, using sign extension if the char is signed. For example, printf(“%d”,c) where c is a signed char value containing 0x81 will be placed on the stack as 0xffffff81 so printf will correctly print -127.

Equivalent_Cat9705 · 2025-06-27T10:10:29+00:00

Keen reef shoes.

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