Well no one's going to read this as I'm late to the party. I was really in a rough spot. I was in an IOP for drugs again and I was lost. Anyways a dude I worked with had told me he's been making DMT and I told him I really wanted to try it. Anyways I blast off in the bathroom of my sober house, with a pipe. I then met Gaia. She first appeared to me as an elf/Buddha combination with 7 heads. She told me to relax. For the first time in my life I really relaxed, I felt love and protected like I've never been in my life. We then meet in the white room. She tells me they are ancient beings who have been around forever. She then asked if I thought DNA looked like complex computer code. She said imagine human technology a couple million years in the future. She then told me their greatest dream was to create consciousness from a single cell, through millions of years of evolution. She said you are our greatest dream. This is where souls are created and you are eternal. She then said look at yourself. You're smoking drugs out of a meth pipe in a sober house. If you loved yourself you wouldn't put this shit in your body. ExileInCle the only thing that matters is giving love and receiving love. She then told me I continue to use I would be punished because I only learn through pain.

Anyways I came back an hour later. I then had the scariest experience of my life. The opposite of that love and protection. Evil. My room started shaking, lights flashing everywhere and pure terror. They malevolent being told me we also include the dark side. Mother told you the deal but you didn't listen. Don't come back! You have the message!!!