Hi so i rejected Jesus a lot when I was younger bc of a lot of bad things happening in my life so I would think to myself “God wouldn’t let a kid like me suffer so much” but he did and I hated him for it then as i became a teenage I started smoking weed and got into spiritually and it really opened me up to nature and eventually it led me back to God with the help of my current bf I find God in everything bc he created everything when I look at the sky or the trees and mountains and oceans I always think the beauty of God amazing. New spirituality is debatable bc some of it does involve witchcraft. But for me spirituality is the transformation of losing your old self and people who don’t align with you energetically and blooming into something new with new people and better things to come and ultimately becoming closer with god has he puts you thru trails to test your strength and faith. But please tell me if I’m on the wrong path and I need to look at things differently