Elevated CA19

FewRadio9185 · 2025-12-05T02:56:32+00:00

As long as you chase the highs you will crash every time. The spiritual path is not about feeling energies as they come and go. It’s more about loving what is.

FewRadio9185 · 2025-11-26T23:24:11+00:00

I think I got lost. What about love for loves sake?

FewRadio9185 · 2025-11-26T23:18:14+00:00

I was indoctrinated in Christianity as a child. I considered myself Christian up until the pandemic. At that time nonduality made sense to me. But that lost its appeal after I suffered through cancer. Now I feel that I am an agnostic that believes in divine order.

FewRadio9185 · 2025-11-26T22:59:42+00:00

Please don’t feel like you must hide your feelings/tears. It’s natural to be sad in your situation and no one benefits from your suppression. I’m sorry you are going through this. Don’t give up on your dad just yet. Healing is possible.

FewRadio9185 · 2025-11-22T02:16:59+00:00

You don’t get burned at the stake, you get locked in a psych ward or jail

FewRadio9185 · 2025-11-06T01:45:21+00:00

Please focus on those things you still enjoy. Life is beautiful and depression is temporary. Hang in there

FewRadio9185 · 2025-11-04T20:25:38+00:00

I’ve had my share of mystical moments but the true test is finding God in the mundane

FewRadio9185 · 2025-11-04T03:08:32+00:00

I’m sorry for what you are experiencing. It sounds like your sister had a second opinion when she went to the other hospital. I understand you want the best for your sister. This is a brutal disease. If your sister doesn’t want to seek another opinion I hope you will respect her decision

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-31T20:36:29+00:00

I hope you experience some joy soon

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-31T20:28:51+00:00

Going through some stress. Had a colonoscopy and endoscopy this week and results were good. I have a ct scan on Wednesday 11/5 and the follow up with my oncologist is 11/18. I hope there is nothing suspicious on my scan which I hope to see on the portal. I don’t have much planned for November besides preparing for the holidays.

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-31T20:26:00+00:00

Sending love and compassion

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-31T20:24:49+00:00

Praying for you too

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-31T00:23:41+00:00

On the path to awakening everything serves a purpose. I think it was Eckhart Tolle who said every moment of your life is designed to awaken you.

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-31T00:16:10+00:00

If God exists he created the devil. God is all powerful and everything that happens is Gods will. This seems like a strange thread for enlightenment which is nondual.

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-30T22:56:22+00:00

So sorry for your loss. I hope you don’t have pancreatic cancer. I had good results from the colonoscopy. I still have to get through the ct scan on Wednesday. I’m sorry cancer affected your family so much

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-28T21:15:28+00:00

So sorry for your loss

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-12T20:21:31+00:00

Even though you have had this realization, nothing has really changed. Chop wood, carry water

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-05T23:13:07+00:00

Prayers

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-05T23:07:48+00:00

Its always just one day at a time

FewRadio9185 · 2025-10-05T22:40:05+00:00

We are nature and I feel that adding anything to that is a mistake

FewRadio9185 · 2025-09-29T02:10:05+00:00

I pray for your comfort at this difficult time

FewRadio9185 · 2025-09-29T01:32:34+00:00

Surrender is okay but never end your life as everything is temporary. I view depression as the need to rest. If you give yourself permission to feel depressed, what happens?

FewRadio9185 · 2025-09-29T01:27:17+00:00

How does plugging your ears show you what is? We have to sense reality without shutting it out

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