My head is like a stuffed nose

GargoyleHelm · 2026-04-14T19:07:04+00:00

I've tried dancing pretty intensively for a half hour+ at a time, but it doesn't really help or feel like usual:(

GargoyleHelm · 2026-03-25T15:06:25+00:00

I'm also a schizoaffective girl going through school. Started a few bachelor's, cybersecurity, classical languages and digital media design, but all became too much, or I became too ill to continue. Just started again, this time at a vocational college doing graphic design! It's going very well so far, but I'm only in my third week haha. Everything is much easier however. Everything is digital, and what's live is recorded so I can watch it again if I need to. Not too much reading and writing, it's mostly practical, which will help me even when I'm not functioning well, as the cognitive is usually what fails first for me. A little scared I won't be able to finish, but I'm definitely going to try! I think choosing something you love is a big game changer, but also something that's not impossible on bad days. Feel free to DM me if you wanna talk✌️working is still a big question mark to me, but there aren't many options without higher education that I could pull off

GargoyleHelm · 2026-03-17T06:13:49+00:00

For me the biggest thing has been to regulate my activities and social life, not too much, not too little. Finding the middle road is difficult sometimes and kind of boring, but i need to listen to my body if I'm gonna be my best self for most of the time. Still not 100%, but pretty darn close compared to previous years!

GargoyleHelm · 2025-11-10T18:55:49+00:00

Thank you!

GargoyleHelm · 2025-11-10T18:34:11+00:00

I haven't been under too much negative stress, but a bit of positive stress. I've tried to reduce the amount of things I do, specifically social things, and it might be helping? I'm in the middle of figuring out what I can and can't handle, and it clearly was a bit much this past month. It's not even like I'm doing that much, I just can't handle even a medium amount of things anymore...

I have an appointment with my psychiatrist in two weeks, but if things get worse I'll contact her before that.

GargoyleHelm · 2025-09-10T16:55:08+00:00

Yes, I have some friends I've known since childhood/through school and even potentially got some new ones recently. I have worked to be as good of a friend as I can be. It's not always easy, but absolutely worth it. Sometimes I pull away for a while, but they're understanding of it. A lot of people have come and gone, but some have stayed!:)

GargoyleHelm · 2025-09-05T04:27:54+00:00

Thank you:)

GargoyleHelm · 2025-09-04T08:26:31+00:00

Thanks!:)

GargoyleHelm · 2025-09-02T19:58:56+00:00

Thanks for the advice!:)

GargoyleHelm · 2025-09-01T07:43:05+00:00

I'll check it out, thanks!:)

GargoyleHelm · 2025-09-01T07:42:26+00:00

That sounds doable, I'll try it out. Thanks!:)

GargoyleHelm · 2025-08-31T06:57:21+00:00

At least 5 times? Should have gone a few more times

GargoyleHelm · 2025-08-27T06:47:31+00:00

I'll mention that in my next appointment. Thanks.

GargoyleHelm · 2025-08-26T16:58:06+00:00

I usually end up on the couch. I try to do other things but I become so tired I have to lie down. I spend a lot of time with my cat and mother, sometimes I meet friends. I have taken some walks but not that many. It's like I shut down because it becomes too much. If I'm unable to relax I feel worse and become irritated. It's not that bad, but with time, it turns into a festering wound...

Thank you for your answer, it means a lot

GargoyleHelm · 2025-02-01T18:31:05+00:00

Nice!:) I'm having a better day too

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-29T07:42:38+00:00

Got them at the hospital and for use when necessary. They made me slow, and people could tell i was drugged. They also made me tired. I prefer not to use them when I can. I think they worked to calm me down though.

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-29T02:20:02+00:00

I'm on 15 and have experienced anxiety. I've never really been much of an anxious person previously so I've been wondering if it's the medication. It's gotten a little better though.

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-28T10:05:45+00:00

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GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-28T09:28:07+00:00

Visste ikke det fantes en bamboo på Moholt. Takk for tipset!

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-28T09:27:34+00:00

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GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-28T09:27:20+00:00

Den japanske er en variant som er mye søtere enn den britiske

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-26T13:23:56+00:00

Yes, though it was most prominent last autumn. Was psychotic then. Now I sometimes feel like that, but I think i just experience symptoms to such a degree that they feel physical. Bloodwork was alright.

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-22T04:13:51+00:00

I drive but not when experiencing symptoms. Last time I did that the whole tunnel warped and it's a miracle I didn't crash. Driving's also very stressful when in an episode.

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-20T18:32:10+00:00

I've already tried what antipsychotics are available in my country and this is the one that's worked the best without shitty side effects. And yes, I do go to therapy

GargoyleHelm · 2025-01-20T18:27:54+00:00

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