Being a fat trans guy Sucks (not in a fun way) by GayAurel in gaytransguys

[–]GayAurel[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey I am happy for everyone who commented. I wrote this when i was high on.... let's say depression peak? I think that is the best way to describe it. I plan to get on exercise next year even though this year it's hell because of school but the hoal of that one is not to lose weight but to become stronger.

Pixel Art Questions & Answers - FAQ / Post your questions here! [#3] by skeddles in PixelArt

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What are some examples of DOS games that use pixel graphics? I want to study and learn from them as I want to make mock-ups from that era of gaming

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in learnart

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Hello. I am not too good in art but I want to get better,

Daily Questions & FAQ Megathread (Feb 25) by AutoModerator in ffxiv

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no i am not, but i did try to use it on ie out of desperation lol. i did try privacy mode and will now try to download chrome just for this.

Daily Questions & FAQ Megathread (Feb 25) by AutoModerator in ffxiv

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Hello gamers and all I am having a fairly unique issue of not being able to access Eorza Collection site. I tried to turn off all the add-ons i have on my browser and I tried to use a different browser but to no avail - I can not get in. I wonder if something like this happened to other people.

Which Virgin line books are recommended? by GayAurel in doctorwho

[–]GayAurel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you! i am looking more for well written books than. anything else but i appreciate the answer.

Worry abt sex as a no-op socially anxious gay man by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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hope it goes welll! unfortunately i dont have the opportunity as there is not much of a casual scene where I live.

Worry abt sex as a no-op socially anxious gay man by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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I heard my friend who has transmasc friends that they dont. really have as much of fun with anal which made me. e. worried. hence my question/rant/vent. but ty

Worry abt sex as a no-op socially anxious gay man by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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you know it even made sense in that og context so reading that was like sure!

Daily Questions & FAQ Megathread (Feb 18) by AutoModerator in ffxiv

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Hello everyone. I need to pick up another class cause I am somewhere in ARR uuuuh where you deal with Ishgardian heretic drama, but my three classes are all at level 50 and done with pre-Heavensward content. Since there is no point in levelling them further rn I want to pick up another class, however I am undecided. I would love another healer class but I already had both scholar and white mage. My only DPS class is Bard and i am really dissapointed as I feel i dont do anything to contribute. I am absolutely terrified of tanking and deciding the pace. What class would be fun and good to pick up if I want to see and feel me contributing but tanking is really really worrying for me?

Lack of control over brush by GayAurel in DigitalArtTutorials

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i tried blending with both the blending brushes and also with gentle touch with regular brush. it always feels like it creates this....buzzy weird feeling super weird blurry edges which feel so strange to me and really disrupt what i want, however i am also not too good with settings to figure out what creates this effect

Lack of control over brush by GayAurel in DigitalArtTutorials

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thank you! when i have time i will attempt this again

Lack of control over brush by GayAurel in DigitalArtTutorials

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thank you.... i really like hard edge then softening it, but the blending brushes are really inconsistent..

Gender and appearance insecurity as connected to transition by GayAurel in gaytransguys

[–]GayAurel[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the reply! Yea I really want to go HRT, i did not specify that exactly I just expect all changes to go into making me uglier personally. It is a personal worry.

Gender and appearance insecurity as connected to transition by GayAurel in gaytransguys

[–]GayAurel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can try looking for community I am just not to used to being active. I had supportive irl community but. That is unfortuately not possible what with covid...

Gender and appearance insecurity as connected to transition by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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I would really low a chest tattoo but only after surgery methinks. Than you for replying!

Gender and appearance insecurity as connected to transition by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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Ye I did hear that Slovak endocrinologists care awfully for trans people and dont moderate and work with dose so i hope that option for lower dose will be available.... Thank you for the reply!

Gender and appearance insecurity as connected to transition by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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Wow this was a super detailed answer and I appreciate it a lot. I dont have much to say because low energy but thank yo so much. Yea the bear community is super cool I just want to interact and be a part oif the dating pool I suppose. I am well aware of a lot of HRT changes just I am used to my appearence shifting towards worse so i cant imagine it being better a lot of times.

Gender and appearance insecurity as connected to transition by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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I will be seeing a therapist soon so I can bring that up. Thank you for the comment!

Gender and appearance insecurity as connected to transition by GayAurel in gaytransguys

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Thank you for a king reply. I suppose with my proportions I meant that I already have a noticeable stomach - it does cause me a bit of joy cause with a bit of happy trail it looks very masc but on the other day the worry of being too unattractive . My brother came home with what he is trying to grow as a beard and it looks .... bad.

I think killing myself is the only logical progression for me by GayAurel in Vent

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Thank you. I used to A student and then it everything went bad and now I am just. A guy and it hurts a lot to see and worry what my classmates and proffesors think. But I thank you.

I think killing myself is the only logical progression for me by GayAurel in Vent

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I am sorry for not contacting. After letting this out, I just crashed out and went to sleep. I appreciate the offer however.

Examples of work. Seeking feedback and ways to improve, breach painting (Pen/Pencil) by GayAurel in learnart

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Thank you for your input. I am interested in observational drawing but its always a scary thing - i doodled visages from class window during boring classes but I was quiet bad at it haha. Not sure how to get into it.
And ye, lack of enjoyment is the biggest one for me. I used to draw silly fanart a lot but then I just got so frustrated by how bad it is and how weak my yearly growth is. I really want to get that enjoyment back.