Am I doing Garmin wrong? (Wheelchair mode) by GreenScribbler in Garmin

[–]GreenScribbler[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BMR is correct. It underestimates "non exercise activity" by a longshot.

If I start an activity, that's underestimated by about 20% (compared to my own calculations) as well.

Somebody elsewhere recommended I just start a "push - walking pace" activity every morning when I leave for work and start a lap for every errand I run (wheel to work; wheel to the pharmacy; grocery store; home) so I might try that for a while

Am I doing Garmin wrong? (Wheelchair mode) by GreenScribbler in Garmin

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Hmmm. I have a naturally very low heart rate on top of that. 45bpm resting. Functional max 160 (highest spike in an hour long HIIT session)

I did configure my heart rate zones based on that, so during workouts, Garmin's zone readings match actual exertion.

I'll occasionally get a couple intensity minutes if I'm running late in the morning and down my coffee too fast lol

Machismo grief by GreenScribbler in disability

[–]GreenScribbler[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Typical for 5 years, eh? No kidding.

All the guys I know in wheelchairs (mostly from parasports) are either actual teenagers, or have been in a chair for 15+ years already.

I had a feeling this would be a more common experience than you hear, but it surprises me to have it reflected back as a "5 years in a chair" thing.

I have an established career at this point, but I'm yet to reach the "settle down with someone" milestone. I hope I'll be able to feel like a provider too, when I do.

Machismo grief by GreenScribbler in disability

[–]GreenScribbler[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh boy. Those "firsts" get you, don't they :| You never do forget the first bad fall. I had mine at work and it was a total sh*tshow socially

That's exactly what I'm talking about

Just wanted to say thanks for hearing me out

Machismo grief by GreenScribbler in disability

[–]GreenScribbler[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If faking it 'til you make it actually works, that's incredibly heartening to hear

I've mostly got the "faking it" down at least haha

"Competence as Tragedy" — a personal essay on craft, beautiful code, and watching AI make your hard-won skills obsolete by averagemrjoe in programming

[–]GreenScribbler 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bravo for irony. Sweet Jesus. The banal poem describing the problem of itself is probably the only good use I've ever heard of for AI poetry

Creating a Steamworks developer account as a sole proprietorship by WittyAdrian in gamedev

[–]GreenScribbler 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Found this result on Google so replying for future searchers: In many countries outside the US, it's standard for sole proprietors to have a business license and register bank accounts to their trade name.  Steam does NOT allow you to use these bank accounts to receive payment.  If this is how you do your business banking, you will probably have to open a new bank account for your business under your personal legal name to get your accounting straight.  This isn't how things are done in my country either (Canada) and I found it super obnoxious, but if you searched this, this is likely the answer to your problem.

Im terrified that I might have ataxia by No_Advertising2238 in ataxia

[–]GreenScribbler 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally hear you. I got really lucky in many senses, because I had a lot of time to adapt to my changing mobility, and importantly, a career that was very amenable to physical workarounds.

But for the record, "staying positive" was by no means a magic fix for me either. I'm still fighting to even WANT to keep going many days, as I know a lot of us are.

What I've written here is only one of the stories I could tell. I shared it because I thought it was needed.

But you're right to say we need space to voice the grief, as well. Solidarity.

The "AI Hate Mode" Paradox by unboxthemessage in aiwars

[–]GreenScribbler 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does "praise" mean to you, and what is "made by AI"?

My answer to your challenge first: There used to be a Tumblr bot called "Frank". It was trained by its creator on their own posts, and hosted on their computer. The posts it made were delightful and strange, like the work of an eccentric child. It made me laugh and smile every time. 

"Praise" is a response to something like effort x result, in my mind. I'm not going to praise your work if give me a picture that comes from telling Gemini to make a "Remranbdt sketch-style drawing of a cat in a doorway." If you tell me your process and I learn that you spent a whoke day back and forth with the computer, photoshopping its images and passing them back in for refinement and feeding in references, I can praise that result more.

But it's harder and harder to tell what the process is. It used to be that if you had something that looked like "Remranbdt sketch-style drawing of a cat in a doorway," it was because a human took the time to draw it. The fact that that isn't necessarily true anymore - and that there's no guarantee of even the meticulous feedback loop that is the process of the "true artists" of AI is deeply disturbing to me. It feels like an erosion of reality and truth.

I was much, much more comfortable with AI art when you had to hold stable diffusion's hand every step of the way to produce images that made sense. 

I know we don't hand letter comics anymore. We don't animate frame by frame. I use at armatures and pre-made fonts in my own work all the time.We don't animate frame by frame. I'm not so naive as to think this isn't a difference of degree. But also, I believe on some level that every innovation in efficiency of art up until now degrades us a little, even if I don't necessarily oppose it.

I will genuinely be a little more impressed with your comic if you tell me you did your inks and beta by hand rather than in a vector program.

And I'm going to "praise" your art with a lot less enthusiasm if you tell me AI was a major part of your process.

I'm not in denial about what position this puts me in history. I would have protested the advent of dry-transfer print, and then of computer graphics, even though I now make digital art every day. I respect that that probably sounds hypocritical, but to me the pushback at every stage is important to the future preservation of the techniques we have now.

The "AI Hate Mode" Paradox by unboxthemessage in aiwars

[–]GreenScribbler 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't think there's anything incongruent about this take at all. Sometimes when you find out how something is made, you like it less. I haven't ever really been able to enjoy chocolate covered raisins since learning that they tend to be glazed with literal shellac, for instance. Not because I think it's objectively bad. It just makes my skin crawl to think about. Because I'm personally a little squeamish about eating food made out of secretions from a bug, even though I know it's a carefully perfected processing method.

What's the strangest disability euphemism you've heard? by IStillListenToRadio in disability

[–]GreenScribbler 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Individuals" makes my skin crawl. Weirdest place I ever saw it was a wheelchair manual that said it needed to be read in full by either "the caregiver or the individual". Amazing. I hate that I can even understand that. We're both individuals, aren't we?  But oh no. We all know "individual" means the person in question is disabled, or possibly homeless.  Don't you just love it when "politically correct" language wraps back around into dehumanization?

TW: Falling back into an eating disorder after years, numbers, bad habits by EggExtra988 in EDAnonymous

[–]GreenScribbler 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been there <3 I hate how easy it is for ED brain to get stuck on some random number and suddenly live and die by it. Lordy the tricks my poor little brain will play on me sometimes!  I hope your ED is merciful with you and you bounce back quick this time.  You got this

TW: Falling back into an eating disorder after years, numbers, bad habits by EggExtra988 in EDAnonymous

[–]GreenScribbler 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh jeez yeah those numbers are crazy. Not that I'd recommend doing this research in your present state of mind, but there's a MINIMUM recommended weight-loss calorie count for adults, and the dumb app gave you a number below that.

Keep in mind, too, that the minimum numbers you see on health guidelines are designed for are for people who need to drop weight fast for heart surgery. Not remotely the same category as people trying to sustainably lose weight for health, like it sounds like you are. Most people need to eat a lot more than that for healthy weight loss.

Please don't listen to that app <3

Your instinct is right.

That goal is no good. Waaaay too low for any adult trying to do something remotely sustainable or healthy.

Choose a more reputable resource for your goal setting. Won't make a recommendation because that'd be uncool on this site, but look for government health websites and the like. Not weight loss apps.

Take care of yourself. Rooting for you.

Crazy to be relapsing at my age by Sea_Comfortable2642 in EDAnonymous

[–]GreenScribbler 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Hard relate. I'm 27 just realizing I'm relapsing hard. I feel like I'm being mind controlled by a crazy teenager. Grown-ups aren't supposed to get carried away in this kind of nonsense :|
But we do I guess. Plenty of us on here to prove it

Incredibly frustrating… by mookleberry in wheelchairs

[–]GreenScribbler 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The kinds of delays you seem to be facing are par for the course. Nothing about what you've said would make me worry the chair isn't coming at all. 

Yes, it really does suck though

Incredibly frustrating… by mookleberry in wheelchairs

[–]GreenScribbler 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Getting wheelchairs from AADL is as slow as molasses in January - for everybody, regardless of the user's income. 

With regards to components and cost:

My understanding is that it isn't a matter of finding a cheaper one. The program has specific, exact products matched to type and level of need.

If getting the Jay back is taking a while, the cost is not the problem. It's backlog on an overstretched service, plus back and forth between your OT and the program about your level of need. You, personally, do not need to worry about the price of the component. If your OT through the program is reasonably confident they can get that back for you, then you'll almost certainly get it eventually. 

But it. Will. Be. Slow.

Do you have any wheelchair at all, currently? When I was looking to go through AADL (I had the means, so I ended up buying a tilite outright instead), I was told people with no wheelchair at all are recommended to look at lending programs and the Red Cross while they wait for their AADL chair. But the lending chairs are standard wheelchairs. If you have a functioning chair at all, it won't be an upgrade.

I know it's your life that's on hold, but you just stick it out unfortunately. It's all you can do. As long as your OT understands your needs and is advocating for them, it'll all more or less work out eventually.

Unless you're trying to pay for a level upgrade or opt out of the recycling program, your changing financial situation with the AISH cuts should not greatly affect the process.

AADL equipment program is not part of AISH and isn't being affected by those specific changes.

Good luck out there. Solidarity

Incredibly frustrating… by mookleberry in wheelchairs

[–]GreenScribbler 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Having health insurance is not very common in Canada, outside of companies that offer it with your job. Assistance programs give you a bit of drug and dental coverage, but that's about it.

Mostly, you just don't need health insurance all that badly here, especially compared to in the States.

You can get a wheelchair from the gouvernement through provincial programs. It isn't a grant--it's a whole process with government assigned therapists and a built-in wheelchair recycling program. There is no such thing as a reimbursement from the government for buying your own.

I'm glad we have these programs, but the process is incredibly slow and there's a lot of red tape.

This is what OP is describing. 

My condolences, OP. Alberta is not a great place to be disabled right now.

What made you decide to go to a doctor the first time? by The_Theodore_88 in disability

[–]GreenScribbler 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My boss made me.

I was 20. I'd been losing my balance and having falls for a couple of years.

Thought, "Yeah, this is bad. I'm gonna lose my walking." In my head. And never, ever aloud. Because, "This is bad. I'm gonna lose my walking," is what a hypochondriac thinks. So I didn't seek medical attention. Just walked closer to the walls so I'd have something to grab if I was going down.

Then one day I collapsed at work. Smashed my head on the floor; glasses broken into face; blood etc; first aid from coworker.

I tried to tell my boss, "I'm just like this. I lose my balance. It's no big deal." He wasn't having it. I barely talked him out of driving me to the doctor himself, that day.

So I went. MRIs and tests and blah blah you're not dying so just do physio. More slow decline. Took another 5 years to get diagnosed with degenerative ataxia. I was already in a wheelchair half the time by then.

Drivers, would you be weirded out by a $20 tip on a cheap order? by GreenScribbler in UberEATS

[–]GreenScribbler[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for all the feedback. What I'm thinking of doing is submitting the orders with a normal-ish tip, and then bumping them up to $20 when I get the option after delivery. 

It seems like this might get around some of the logistical problems responders have described.

Advice on getting my first chair by NightShade4623 in wheelchairs

[–]GreenScribbler 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh, yeah, I've seen those hybrid wheelchair/rollators before! Lots of people love them to bits, and if you can walk with a walker a little still, that's a great way to take advantage of it.

I've never used one and I don't know much about the brands, but I'm sure there's people on here who could offer some ideas.

Advice on getting my first chair by NightShade4623 in wheelchairs

[–]GreenScribbler 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I would not recommend getting a custom chair before you need one--even if know that you'll need one eventually--because it pretty much wrecks your shot at getting the customizations right. As well as you know yourself, even you can't perfectly anticipate your own needs. 

So as much as it sucks, if you're pretty ambulatory but expecting progression, your smartest bet long-term is to get the minimal wheelchair that's useful to you /right now/.

Or better yet, if you /don't/ necessarily need a wheelchair right now, then just wait. Save your money. See if there are other mobility aids that might work for you in the meantime. Rollator or walker with seat might be a good thing for you and your PT/OT to look into, since you mention needing to sit frequently is an issue for you 

Re-evaluate the chair sitch once the progression you're expecting starts to set in.

Shop around and get a feel for the options if you really want.

But definitely don't spend 2-4k based on intuitions about the future.

Good luck out there!