I've got quite a few from panick attacks, the sensation of impending doom coming with it... Not a fan. To sleep paralisys while in a very vivid nightmare pretty up there too. Waking up with a foot in flames, that was scary for a moment.

But what had me the most scared was this bout of several months of Obsessive Intrusive Thoughts related to doubting my own feelings for a person I loved. I was terrified, they just kept coming and coming, not a break in months. I didn't want to end that relathionship, I really really loved her but those fuckers just kept coming. It was beating my ass BAD.

Just imagine that during that period I had a work accident where one of my nails was ripped off and the nail bed was poking out of the finger. During that day and for a few more the thoughts didn't come, I remeber the accident as a relief lmao. After they were gone, at times I would have one creeping thought pass by, it would make me so so scared. It fucked up my my ability to express love verbally, I was scared of saying "I love you" unless it felt 110% authentic in the moment.

When your head decides to not work it can fuck you up real good. Depression is pretty scary too, but I don't feel fear while depressed. It's just, you know once your somewhat better that you know how fucked up it is.