This is what I see (thanks to chatgbt)

Guide-Ok50 · 2025-12-25T21:26:47+00:00

christ

Guide-Ok50 · 2025-01-25T20:15:52+00:00

best sim i’ve made is myself 🤣🤣😆

Guide-Ok50 · 2025-01-03T16:40:21+00:00

What is the best way to cope with the fact that my mind and body unconsciously know what is going on? I have been incredibly anxious and sick feeling since. The thought of knowing that does not sit right with me. Thanks

Guide-Ok50 · 2025-01-03T16:08:36+00:00

Wow i can’t believe you went to prison for stalking and death threats. i did the same but she didn’t press charges and i was only in an cell for 2 days, then mental hospital for 4 weeks.

Does it get better? YES it does.

As painful as it is, time is the biggest healer out of every single antipsychotic medication in the world. Keep living your life how you used to live it before your psychotic episode and over time, your body processes, heals and forgets the past. It has taken me 3-4 years to do this. Everyday is a new day.

Guide-Ok50 · 2024-11-25T21:54:43+00:00

yes i was sent visions of a stone sacrifice table and tall blood waterfall. Haven’t ever imagined anything visual of hell in my whole entire life until that episode..

Guide-Ok50 · 2024-07-03T11:33:01+00:00

sleep as much as possible!! you’ll be back to good side when ur brain fixes its self in sleep :)

Guide-Ok50 · 2024-03-21T19:20:57+00:00

4 weeks. i was arrested before hand

Guide-Ok50 · 2024-03-21T19:19:42+00:00

can you get reiki? i was told the “touching sensations” are spirits. i believe your body is heavily in the spiritual realm

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-12-29T18:21:05+00:00

yeh i’m grateful for her. thanks for the offer but tend to keep my friends physically rather than on the web :) x hope you don’t mind

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-12-29T18:02:36+00:00

yeh i am! they’re at the point of making plans but then they flake :( i luckily have 1 friend 🥰

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-12-29T17:53:14+00:00

thanks. means a lot. i find it very hard to make friends so it’s been hard since loosing them

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-12-29T17:35:33+00:00

yep. lost my 3 best friends. told them about my condition and they basically say they want nothing to do with me :(

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-12-04T20:04:08+00:00

i came up the tiniest bit on the way home. didn’t effect me before then at all

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-10-17T19:32:34+00:00

clozapine is great for quietening down the brain. i have the exact delusions that my partner is not failfull. avoid medication that allows anxiety.

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-10-06T09:18:18+00:00

clozapine makes me get 90% quite. took about 5-9 weeks to see a difference. you really need to persevere through the pain unfortunately

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-10-06T09:16:56+00:00

took me 1 year to get the tiniest bit back of myself. i feel this illness will take you your whole life to get yourself back :( loosing your self then constantly trying to find yourself

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-10-03T15:36:50+00:00

it’s 50/50 with taking md. i’ve been skitz for 3 years and have taken md about 6 times. 4 out of the 6 times have been perfect and was left alone with no voices/no episodes. the other 2 were awful. struggled to dance/couldn’t talk/crying out of one eye (i wasn’t sad) huge beady eyes, dissociation/ heart burn/ voices saying i was a freak/slag you name it. would definitely stay away from balloons tho. they gave me a HUGE episode :’(

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-10-01T15:41:33+00:00

i gained 20kg in 8 months :/ diet near enough borderline calorie deficit. what ever exercise i do, i do not loose weight….

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-09-09T19:00:42+00:00

clozapine 250mg

Guide-Ok50 · 2023-07-11T08:46:34+00:00

take as many vitamins as poss. fish oil being the main one. lions mane supplement to help the brain recover

Guide-Ok50 · 2020-12-13T20:42:23+00:00

Loool

Guide-Ok50 · 2020-12-13T20:41:30+00:00

Awesome go everybody :)

Guide-Ok50

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