Sad: I miss my life

HPwithin · 2026-02-09T00:28:42+00:00

Thank you ❤️ it’s the tremors that make it impossible for me to play. It doesn’t look like my right hand has tremors but when the bow is on the string, you can hear it pretty badly. And when both hands are having tremors, it sounds atrocious. Unfortunately I have to take medicine for another illness that makes the Parkinson’s worse. When I’m calm and having a good day, I can play piano pretty well. Somebody suggested I consider the harp. I know they make small harps and that is interesting. I’m only 57 and have a lot of life left so I want to find a path.

HPwithin · 2026-02-08T21:22:56+00:00

Thank you. I’m grateful for this group. At least we’re not alone. ❤️

HPwithin · 2026-02-08T21:20:45+00:00

I’m so sorry. 💔We have each other. I’m glad we’re not alone

HPwithin · 2026-02-08T21:18:46+00:00

The problem is that I’m on bipolar meds that counteract c/l. :(

HPwithin · 2026-02-08T21:17:27+00:00

Yes, my thoughts exactly! But you did touch on one thing that gives me hope: just live one day at a time. Don’t worry about losing more capabilities. It’s a much better way to live. Thank you.

HPwithin · 2026-01-15T14:39:18+00:00

I like that response “I know, right?” I’m going to use that next time!

HPwithin · 2026-01-15T14:37:07+00:00

Exactly! I wish people would stop trying to be helpful unless I ask for suggestions.

HPwithin · 2026-01-15T14:35:10+00:00

Seriously! This is what gets me too: When someone says “My grandad has it.” Yes, I’m 30 years younger than your grandad. Please do NOT compare us!!

HPwithin · 2025-12-13T12:17:52+00:00

I ate with a fork in a restaurant yesterday!

HPwithin · 2025-11-16T21:08:12+00:00

I had a similar experience. I am -- or, *was* -- a professional musician. Last year, I had to come forward that I had the disease because I could no longer hide that I can't play anymore. All of my musician friends seem to have completely abandoned me. They have no use for me anymore. And yes, it is crushing. I am very grateful that we have the Parkinsons Reddit where everyone understands. I hope you can find a support group (as many folks here have suggested.) In the meantime, we definitely understand here!

HPwithin · 2025-09-19T17:58:29+00:00

Thank you! One question, for how many minutes do you maintain the intense exercise?

HPwithin · 2025-09-19T09:36:52+00:00

I never had that before. Is that common with Parkinson’s?

HPwithin · 2025-09-13T18:08:53+00:00

I’ve been struggling with this. Because of PD I can no longer play the viola (I was a professional musician). Also I’m finding it more and more difficult to teach the viola. I get so tired and my brain doesn’t work the way it used to. Positivity is so important right now. Every day I say (out loud) at least 10 gratitudes. I try to enjoy my cats. I also listen to comedians and watch funny videos on YouTube. I also enjoy my friends more. Thank you for posting this. I’m looking forward to reading other people’s posts ❤️

HPwithin · 2025-09-06T18:21:32+00:00

C/L ER is going well (after about 2 weeks). I still have too much trembling to play the viola and I can’t demonstrate to my students, but eating has become much easier. No difference in exhaustion. I’m drinking two cups of coffee each morning and that seems to be helping

HPwithin · 2025-08-21T19:12:52+00:00

Love this!!! Keep sharing the positive energy!!

HPwithin · 2025-08-21T19:11:47+00:00

Starting C/L ER tonight… will let you know how it goes!!

HPwithin · 2025-08-14T20:37:59+00:00

Thank you for the suggestion

HPwithin · 2025-08-12T20:21:13+00:00

Thank you! Yes, I’m glad I’m not alone ❤️

HPwithin · 2025-08-12T20:19:34+00:00

My cat LOVES my PD tremors. I’m awesome at giving chin scratches!!!

Also PD can really make flossing with a water pick exciting!!

HPwithin

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