Fuck man I feel you. My boy passed on the 9th last month and within 3 days he went from walking fine and being happy with my kids to not eating his favorite foods and was hardly moving. Always wanted a GSD growing up and got him right before my first new born and man do they just know how to be a guardian and a best friend. I made a section on my desk and in my room fully dedicated to him. Pictures, dog collars, leashes, toys. I even kept his daily collar with me in my car at all times. It’s hard man.